u/fl04t1ng

So yesterday it happened again. I shit my brains out for an internet stranger again. Not a full week after the first time I did it and I was already craving it again. It didn't even take long for me to message him again. I'm pretty sure I did the next morning. But anyway, it happened again. We had bantered throughout the day, him doing things like teasing me for my darkest fantasies and degrading me about how hard I came from shitting myself. Through our conversation I admitted thinking about it all day long at work. And he called me addicted. And fuck, he might be right. I mean I had had been craving it since it happened. It was like a high I wanted to chase. I needed to feel it again. And I needed to do it by his hand. So I started to drink after work. And I caved. And I messaged him again.

I fucked up by telling him I hadn't eaten that day, so there was no way I could mess. He made shove 3 laxatives up my ass and put my used diaper from earlier on. I begged him not to, I whined. But it didn't matter. I ended up with 3 inside of my ass. He edged me for hours. Degrading me to different scenarios, having me edge to my most fucked up fantasies, making me stare at his cock, making me get more wasted, making me fill my diaper with piss over and over again. The worse I got the more I wanted it. He made me a rule. I can only cum while shitting. He made me repeat the rule while edging and it made my pussy throb and leak. He finally let me shit after I put a syringe of water up my ass. He let me cum that time. It felt just as good as the first time, until he told me to shove more water up my ass. He made me cum again, this time I could feel the shit making my diaper sag.

It doesn't end. I asked him to let me do it one more time, I still felt like I had to shit. So I did it again, a full syringe, and held it for at least 10 minutes. That time it broke me for good. I came so hard that the room started spinning. I shit until I felt empty and then I shit more. I passed out after changing into a clean diaper, and now I sit with a toy against my pussy as I relive everything that happened. And I can't wait for it to happen again.

My brain is absolute mush right now but tonight I had my brain and my body broken by an absolute stranger. What started off as someone simply bullying and degrading me about peeing my diaper turned into him having me take a laxative and talk about all of my most fucked up desires while edging. He kept me high and desperate the entire time we talked, and I wasn't even going to take a laxative at first. But then he ordered me to because he wanted to cum while I shit myself.

So I took a glycerin suppository. My diaper was already soaked with piss by the time I shoved it up my asshole. Nice and squishy and I had already had a little bit of fun by humping my clit into my wet diaper. It took a little bit for the laxative to take effect but it was so hot because he kept degrading me and telling me what a pathetic shit baby I am. He berated me for a while and I soaked it up, sending voice messages of me begging to be called humiliating things. Finally he allowed me to shit myself after I begged. He made me beg to shit myself.

So I did, he didn't let me cum with this first load. He made me shit the laxative out for him while I made stupid dumb baby faces at the camera. He then made me shove a syringe of water up my ass. This is when he broke me.

He made me hold the syringe of water for 10 minutes at least, All while I was cramping and trying to hold it. By now my diaper was full of liquidy laxative shit, And sagging from the amount of piss I had deposited into the diaper. He had me edge my pussy in my mess and kept getting me close to the edge with his verbal abuse. He didn't make me beg this time but he told me to come as I shit myself. I was too gooned out and addicted to refuse. I knelt on my bathroom floor with my vibrator on maximum on my clit and I pushed as hard as I could. I squirted the water back into my diaper and came as I felt pieces of shit push their way past my asshole and into the diaper. I swear I felt my brain explode as I came, I felt my diaper filling up and it was making filthy sounds as I shit. I felt so empty afterwards.

So now here I sit with my vibrator against a clean diaper, writing this post for everyone to know what a dumb shit baby I am.