u/fuckpuppet-bimbodoll

Hi you wonderful people,

I guess I promised you an update in my last post.
And here it is!
Unfortunately, it’s from a new account, but we’ll get to that soon enough..

When I first stuck my head into the Bambi rabbit hole a few weeks ago, I fell headfirst right into it. Everything happened so fast, it was confusing at times, but also exciting. In my last post, I described how I am in a dom/sub relationship with my wife, am kept in permanent chastity, and have an urge toward self-destruction and -harm.

The experiences I had with Bambi during that short time were incredibly intense. I remember, for example, how I was out for a walk, feeling absolutely happy with my headphones on and some background loops playing. When I got home, my leggings were completely soaked, and I just couldn’t help but giggle at the thought that people might have seen me like that in public.

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So many people commented on my first post, advising me to definitely establish a “uniform” so that everything could happen separately from my daily life and I wouldn’t be affected by it. But what can I say? I thought I knew better than them, so I just went ahead and did some of my daily sessions completely naked in bed.

All of this led to a point where, relatively quickly, I was no longer really able to function. I constantly wanted more, more feelings of happiness, more validation, more of Bambi. Everyday tasks seemed boring and annoying. At times, I had trouble drinking enough water or maintaining a healthy daily routine in general. All of this led me to delete my Reddit account, as I hinted earlier.

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But then the question arises: why am I back here now, writing this update? Over the last few days, I’ve realized that it’s perfectly okay the way things went. It taught me a lesson, and now I can handle it better this time around. Because my desire for Bambi definitely hasn’t diminished over the last few weeks. If anything, it’s grown stronger, and the more I tried to resist, the more intense the craving became.

That’s why I gave in earlier this week and started the 20-day program. This time, I’m using the concept of a uniform. The idea is that I’ll make lace panties part of my uniform, so I can make a decision. If I wear lace, Bambi gets to come out and play and be a silly bimbo doll. Or, if I don’t wear lace, we’ll have a relatively normal day ahead of us.

As I write this, I’m about to start Day 3 and see what the next few hours have in store. I just got home from work, and we have a whole evening of fun ahead of us.

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Just a quick side note before I wrap things up for today. It’s really hard to believe what all of this can do to a submissive woman. I’ve caught myself toying with the idea of developing a porn addiction so that I’d get triggered faster and more easily.

Some of these playlists really tap into some deep-seated needs of mine, and I definitely wouldn't want to be without them. With a somewhat decent plan, a little structure, and a big dildo in my pussy, this is definitely going to be really good!

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If you've read this far, thank you for being here! You're amazing, and your needs matter! Enjoy your life!

I'm looking forward to your comments and thoughts on my journey!

Bambi-Cloud-Link: https://bambicloud.com/user/fuckpuppetdoll