I want to cheat so badly, why does this get me so turned on
I've been with my bf now for 4 years. We have a healthy sex life and he gets me off almost daily. However, over the past few months I've been getting more and more turned on by the thought of another man breeding me behind his back. The idea of him going to work while I'm begging another man to cum deep inside my hole.
Why does this turn me on so much? What was your first time cheating like? And ultimately, should I go through with it and cheat?