My femcirc fantasy (FTM)
I am obsessed with clit torture leading to eventual removal. I'm an FTM trans slave and the best use for me is as an anal-only fucktoy -- so of course I will eventually need the "extra bits" to be removed.
My fantasy is to be owned by a Master/Mistress who gives me a choice of when my clit will be cut off. Of course, my Owner will "encourage" me to make the right choice by torturing me till I beg for my pathetic nub to be removed.
I imagine the torture lasting for years. My Owner keeps me denied and tells me that cumming will result in immediate removal. In the mean time, my nub is clamped, caned, pierced, shocked, and whatever else my Owner and their friends can come up with. They also remove my inner labia and clit hood bit by bit, so eventually only an oversensitive, deformed, and scarred nub remains.
I don't know what will eventually send me over the edge. Today I'm imagining my clit skewered by a bunch of needles. My Owner starts to edge me with a vibrator -- it's agonizing but it's also the most pleasure my clit has been allowed in years. They ask if I want to cum but I beg them not to let me (I know what will happen if I do). They keep going while I scream and beg them to stop. Just before I'm about to cum, they remove the vibe and put a cigarette out on my pierced clit.
That was it. I scream, "Please just cut it off!!!" They clean it up with some rubbing alcohol (ouch!), and without even taking the needles out, they slice off my clit with a scalpel as I sob uncontrollably.
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Would love to hear others' thoughts.😈
I am transmasc, it/he pronouns. No misgendering/detrans.