u/guardedpear

Me again. As I’m sure you can see from my posts… these past few days have been a lot for me. Each time I make a post, the fantasies get filthier and I can’t make up my mind. The worst part is… it just turns me on so much. And on top of that, they range from me being forced to take cock and have a personal conversion.. or to me forcing a guy to cum inside of me and making him beg for it even if he doesn’t want to.

As worrisome as it would be irl, the thought of a guy becoming obsessed with breeding me and making me his gets be going. The moment he wants me, I’m his before I even know it. Watching what I’m doing, waiting for a chance to get me alone, and then finally declaring to me I’ll be his as he forces his cum in me. He would tell me he’s going to personally convert me until I admit I can love men. His plan would be to “fix” me and make me his wife.. make me have his children and start a family.. I’d be fighting back but it wouldn’t matter, he already made up his mind, I belong to him. Even though I don’t want that irl… it’s too hot imagining the depravity. Filming my cum filled cunt as evidence his therapy is working… making me watch myself get pounded, hearing the noises I make, it’s too much

On the other end though, something I would genuinely consider trying irl is domming a guy like I’ve discussed before… But it went from me being unsure about taking this fantasy to reality to now considering it. I want him to somehow feel desperate and helpless, but needy at the same time. I saw a post the other day that made me think it would be really hot to give a guy friend an aphrodisiac and then make him beg to have sex with me, only for me to take the lead and edge him. Of course I’m not too mean, I want him to cum, but only after proving to me that he really needs it. And it would go right into my cunt of course :) I’d just love to see the arousal build up from just teasing before I have my way with him, hearing his whines as he begs. Fuck I’m in deep aren’t I?

I’m a lesbian into cnc, and have been for a while. And while I thought these newfound thoughts about guys wouldn’t be affecting me much, I developed such a dirty fantasy last night after seeing a post and now my cunt clenched when thinking about it.

I want a guy to single me out, break in/kidnap me, and prepare a personal conversion therapy just for me.. trying to genuinely convert me from a lesbian to a proper bred straight girl through rape. No condoms ever. Taking my gold star, conquering me. and humiliating me at ways that would get to my core, documenting every conversion session on video. Making me watch myself get filled with cum and slowly stop fighting back against him. And every time he fills me with cum, he gets a close shot of my pussy clamping and oozing his cum. Making sure to remind me it’s my job to carry his children. It’s so dirty but it would be so hot too if he forced me to marry him somehow to make the humiliation worse, still breaking me down until I admit I love it. His end goal would be for me to become his tradwife and to admit I love men and cock genuinely, not settling for any less. Maybe his makes me admit it before being wed… or maybe by the time I have our 3rd child. Either way, I could never deny it once he has his hands on me because after all he has every single rape documented. The ultimate betrayal on my body and mind.

Another twist that is hot would be me losing a bet and being forced to partake in a personal conversion therapy. The extra humiliation coming from the fact that I made the bet and lost, just like how my curvy/chubby lesbian body would be losing to cock.

In reality I’d never want it.. but it turns me on so much to imagine myself being bred on camera while I try to resist. Irl i’d never act out something like this because I am way more interested in domming a guy, but I thought it would be hot to share this here :)

Cw for weed

The more I let myself scroll here, the hornier I get. For awhile I was able to avoid letting this kink consume me, but I had a conversation with my friend on the phone and before we hung up he said something along the lines of “I’ll never get on your bad side.” And that did something to me. Now all I want to do is take control over him and “prove it” These thoughts on top of having a huge breeding kink is dangerous. It’s making me crave his cum in my cunt, I want to have him beg to cum inside of me even if he isn’t sure he wants to. I want to feel him drip out of me and fuck him again after for another load. I wish he lived close to me, I don’t think I would be able to keep my hands off of him. I would be waiting for a chance to ruin his innocence. He’s so respectful and submissive that it just makes me want to see him ruined and drained by me even more.

I still am turned off by the idea of a guy trying to make me super submissive or some toy, that just isn’t me at all. But I have been thinking about some sort of cnc scenarios with the roles reversed.. like having a friend smoke me up start groping me, begging to breed me, all while I don’t really have time to protest. But he must need it so why fight it? I’m just being a good friend and helping him out, it’s what one of the guys would do. Or a friend who’s so pent up and horny that he doesn’t think twice about putting his hands on me and fucking me like he’s trying to knock me up. Maybe he feels like he needs to, so who am I to deny him? Even if I protest at first initially, it would be better to just help him out. That still makes me a lesbian after all

The more I let myself scroll here, the hornier I get. For awhile I was able to avoid letting this kink consume me, but I had a conversation with my friend on the phone and before we hung up he said something along the lines of “I’ll never get on your bad side.” And that did something to me. Now all I want to do is take control over him and “prove it” These thoughts on top of having a huge breeding kink is dangerous. It’s making me crave his cum in my cunt, I want to have him beg to cum inside of me even if he isn’t sure he wants to. I want to feel him drip out of me and fuck him again after for another load. I wish he lived close to me, I don’t think I would be able to keep my hands off of him. I would be waiting for a chance to ruin his innocence. He’s so respectful and submissive that it just makes me want to see him ruined and drained by me even more.

I still am turned off by the idea of a guy trying to make me super submissive or some toy, that just isn’t me at all. But I have been thinking about some sort of cnc scenarios with the roles reversed.. like having a friend smoke me up start groping me, begging to breed me, all while I don’t really have time to protest. But he must need it so why fight it? I’m just being a good friend and helping him out, it’s what one of the guys would do. Or a friend who’s so pent up and horny that he doesn’t think twice about putting his hands on me and fucking me like he’s trying to knock me up. Maybe he feels like he needs to, so who am I to deny him? Even if I protest at first initially, it would be better to just help him out. That still makes me a lesbian after all

Cw for weed

I’m so unbearably horny right now and it’s driving me crazy. I’ve been scrolling reddit, letting myself get wet without even touching myself, and am realizing my breeding kink is a lot stronger than I thought. Combined with this kink… it’s such a dangerous combo. Whenever I hit my pen or smoke I get even hornier so I’m debating having some just to see how depraved I get.

I want to try cock with the risk of getting knocked up. Riding my friend’s cock, not getting off even if he reminds me of the risk, milking his cock with my ovulating pussy. Or making him beg to cum inside of me, if he did that I’d make sure he couldn’t pull out at all. I’d want to make sure I make him cum inside of me as many times as he can, and cumming on his cock with his seed deep inside of me for good measure

And now because I’m so horny I’ve been imagining some form of cnc scenarios. I still don’t want to be turned submissive or into an “obedient toy” because that isn’t hot to me, but having a friend wear me down to fucking him, since it’s a thing a good friend would do after all. Or someone “accidentally” cumming inside of me while fucking me, with no way to stop it. But really that’s just what happens when you are a good friend :)

I’m a more dom masc/tomboy dyke, sometimes I like wearing lacy underwear but that’s about all that’s fem about me. I always along with guys but never questioned the fact that I was a lesbian, it just felt right. I sometimes would get teased for having a chubby/curvy build, but I was never turned on by guys and I never found them hot and I’ve never been with a guy romantically or sexually at all.

I made a friend a few months ago and he’s great. And I just can’t help but notice how submissive he is. He outright told me, very sheepishly, that he likes “women who are confident and take control” and from that moment on it was hard to not see him as what he is, submissive. And for some reason, I can’t stop thinking about it. To the point where I am imagining myself making him submit to me and fucking him, or making him beg to fuck me. I am not attracted to men still, they don’t do anything for me tbh, but the situation is what is hot to me. He likes when I get “fiery” if we play games together, so I can imagine how he likes to get talked to during sex too. I think I would be able to make him feel so good surrendered to me, and now I wish I really could give him that good time. Teasing him and making him beg to cum inside of me, or even begging just for a handjob. The way it is I already love teasing him (innocently) and I know he loves it, I can hear the smile in his voice.

Of course I know the main angle of this sub is to get “corrected”, etc. But I don’t wanna be “turned” submissive or anything. I don’t like the idea of being a “fucktoy” or whatever. I like the idea of being friendly with him only to milk his cock behind closed doors. However I wouldn’t mind him “taking control” once in a while, it could be fun. Imagining him being so horny he begs to fuck me while taking off my clothes is hot, a bit of a cnc or free use angle. But I feel like I would still be more dominant regardless of how we are fucking, he just seems like the type of guy who, even if he talks back a little, he’d get right on his knees and I love it. I could be wrong and he could be a little less submissive than I thought, which would be fine, but I think I read him pretty well and he would know his place.

Before anyone asks, we don’t live close. That’s why I say “I wish” but there are also a few other reasons why I’d be hesitant to tell him. One being that I don’t wanna ruin the friendship or mess with his feelings. This really was made to just express my feelings rather an ask for advice on how to go about it or how to identify haha. Sorry for being sooooo wordy

I’m a more dom masc/tomboy dyke, sometimes I like wearing lacy underwear but that’s about all that’s fem about me. I always along with guys but never questioned the fact that I was a lesbian, it just felt right. I sometimes would get teased for having a chubby/curvy build, but I was never turned on by guys and I never found them hot and I’ve never been with a guy romantically or sexually at all.

I made a friend a few months ago and he’s great. And I just can’t help but notice how submissive he is. He outright told me, very sheepishly, that he likes “women who are confident and take control” and from that moment on it was hard to not see him as what he is, submissive. And for some reason, I can’t stop thinking about it. To the point where I am imagining myself making him submit to me and fucking him, or making him beg to fuck me. I am not attracted to men still, they don’t do anything for me tbh, but the situation is what is hot to me. He likes when I get “fiery” if we play games together, so I can imagine how he likes to get talked to during sex too. I think I would be able to make him feel so good surrendered to me, and now I wish I really could give him that good time. Teasing him and making him beg to cum inside of me, or even begging just for a handjob. The way it is I already love teasing him (innocently) and I know he loves it, I can hear the smile in his voice.

Of course I know the main angle of this sub is to get “corrected”, etc. But I don’t wanna be “turned” submissive or anything. I don’t like the idea of being a “fucktoy” or whatever. I like the idea of being friendly with him only to milk his cock behind closed doors. However I wouldn’t mind him “taking control” once in a while, it could be fun. Imagining him being so horny he begs to fuck me while taking off my clothes is hot, a bit of a cnc or free use angle. But I feel like I would still be more dominant regardless of how we are fucking, he just seems like the type of guy who, even if he talks back a little, he’d get right on his knees and I love it. I could be wrong and he could be a little less submissive than I thought, which would be fine, but I think I read him pretty well and he would know his place.

Before anyone asks, we don’t live close. That’s why I say “I wish” but there are also a few other reasons why I’d be hesitant to tell him. One being that I don’t wanna ruin the friendship or mess with his feelings. This really was made to just express my feelings rather an ask for advice on how to go about it or how to identify haha. Sorry for being sooooo wordy

I debated making an account but I need to vent this somewhere with no judgement. I’ve been a lesbian my whole life but now that I met a new friend, every time I ovulate I think about riding his cock and making him beg to cum inside of me. In turn I discovered this kink, and now the feeling is just so strong that I had to get this out somewhere. I know it’s common to fantasize about being pinned down and bred into submission, but I want to be the one in control. I want to tell him to cum in me, I want to tease him until he’s hard and practically humping me, that’s what I want. He has no idea I think of him this way even though I playfully tease him. If he wasn’t so far I think I would have contacted him tonight.. I know today is my peak ovulation day because I am getting so wet and slick. I’d get knocked up so easily right now and fuck me I need it