u/hazelystar

I have so much uni work to do before my exams start next week. It's too much for me to handle. I wish I could just turn my brain off for a few seconds. I wish I had a man here with me who could comfort me and tell me it was all going to be okay.

What would truly help me turn my brain off and relax would be half I had a bf who could comfort me emotionally but also use me physically. A man humiliating me for my big boobs and dumb brain would make me feel so much better. That's what I want to be doing instead of school work. But of course no guys at my university know what they are missing out on by not pursuing me 😫

I(19f) have never had a bf before. I wish that I could meet a guy who sees me as vulnerable and naive, and wants to take care of me. I want a guy who sees me as being slightly below him, sees that I rely on him physically and mentally. I love the idea that the men around me see and know that I need a man to guide me.

Unfortunately I don't think any guys around me irl can see that 😫😫 I wear tops that highlight my big boobs and when its warmer, short skirts to show off my legs and still none of them seem to notice me :( If only they knew what they were missing out on. I would give them whatever they wanted from me.

This isn't something I'd ever admit irl (maybe to a bf if I get one) but yeah like the title says I like when guys that I'm interested in treat me like I'm dumb or a slut. It's something that I'm only into in the bedroom and wouldn't like if a guy actually treated me like that in my everyday life. I'm not even sure why this is something I'd be very into or if it would turn me off if I ever tried it irl with someone.

I'm not experienced sexually so its still something I'm figuring out and trying to understand. Like I've never done drugs or anything but I like the thought of a guy giving me drugs and me being super out of it and him looking at me and just thinking im super dumb or pathetic. Or if he started groping me and laughing at how slutty I was.