u/hippo-crit-6623

21M with my high school sweetheart.

Honestly our relationship is the best it’s ever been, but I still want more. I swear I’m not greedy (maybe a little). Back in high school are intimacy used to be amazing, but now it feels so lackluster. Maybe it’s the distance or maybe she just gets awkward and doesn’t know what to do. Before I was fine, but my first week back and I’m already being tested so much. I’m in the best shape of my life and more confident than I have ever been (mostly because after a rocky few years in our relationship I had to be), and I can’t stop thinking of the other women in my life.

There are at least 3 girls who I KNOW are into me and the best dynamics are right there, I want to experiment so badly past what my girlfriend does and god I know these girls are kinky. One in particular I know I would be able to throw around and she’d be so into it, if we were ever alone I really think I would fold. I keep dreaming about these girls and how rough and primal our sex would be.

I’m literally forcing myself to be mean to these women but I think it’s having the opposite effect. I see my girlfriend this weekend so I’m hoping we at least HAVE sex so it’ll set my brain right, but if we don’t or the sex just really sucks I don’t know what I’m going to do…

I’ve been with my girlfriend for a long time now and have had some infidelity but we’ve moved past it and we’re pretty good now… or I wish I could say we were.

For a long time we didn’t have sex or rarely had sex, as well as all other intimacy basically vanishing from our relationship. There’s a lot to this period, and my girlfriend is pretty unique in how she handles some thoughts and feelings so I was never “upset” with her. Yet after we’ve been intimate again I just can’t get into it like I used to.

She’s beautiful, but I feel like during that period I reawakened and found some kinks that she (being quite particular in how she handles sex) would definitely be a hard sell.

I just want dirty, humiliating, rough sex so bad or to at least have more relaxed sex. My past infidelity makes cheating all the more enticing, especially as I’m going into my final year of undergrad while she attends a separate college.

Rationally I don’t want to cheat, but the risk and rush of it makes me come back to this sub all the time. I just want to get it out of my system with some slut, and the fact that it’s so morally wrong makes it so much hotter