Im not even that traumatized

Its weird when I really think about it I dont think im that fucked up to be into this.

I feel like so many people have a reason to justify why they are the way they are and it feels sometimes worse to know that there isn't really (for the most part) anything bad that happened to me that makes me crave this so bad.

The shame and icky feeling I have after I orgasm is made worse knowing that I dont have anything to blame it on truly.

I could name and point this behavior to small things in the past but I feel like they are inconsequential compared to others....

and yet I continously crave it, my body itches for it and so does my brain.

I wish I could make it stop but at the same time I dont want it to. its never ending my desire. I love this part of me but at the same time I still feel shame

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u/hxrnykitty — 5 days ago

I used to masturbate in front of my window

23f

This was around last year or so I had my apartment to myself as my roommates were away for a week or so on a trip.

naturally I spent that week masturbating day and night

I did live in an apartment and would get so much sunshine in through the windows and i felt bad lowering the blinds so often I would say fuck it and just spread my legs and rub my clit while the apartments across the street pretty much had a full view to it.

I never really cared thinking that the sun would block the view until I realized I was able to see pretty clearly into people's apartments and i was sure they could see mine.

it turned me on even more and I silently hope some lucky people saw me and played along too and maybe even got a video of me abusing my pussy.

I havent done that in a while but I fear I wont be able to control myself and put on a show if someone catches me....really show them how much I love to masturbate

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u/hxrnykitty — 7 days ago

keep waking up to a wet and needy pussy

23f

im gonna wake up with a sore clit if this continues but I cant stop. I orgasm and fall asleep and then have a wet dream, wake up go on reddit and keep rubbing. its a fun buf vicious cycle

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u/hxrnykitty — 9 days ago

[23f] hypersexual girl who's about to start touching her pussy ama :)

my pussy hole starts getting tight when im horny does that happen to anyone else? Talking about masturbation and sex makes me hornier >.<

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u/hxrnykitty — 10 days ago