u/i_m_your_femboy

Soooo just look at my account and please tell me I'm not really cheating on my gf because hehe I mean...

I don't do anything real right?

Since I get this question so often if I will post more nude and maybe dick pics: I really wanna show my dick but I don't wanna post it so anybody that follows me will maybe see this and you can DM me and I might ask you some questions and send you some pics where you can see it🤭

Hi, so I (M18) am in a 2-year relationship with G(W18), and I have a very big problem in my life and this relationship right now. I am coming here mostly just to rant, let people know, and not feel so alone. ^~^ She and I met when we were 14. She was kinda alternative and very open, and she knew I am bi/pan. We were friends first, and when we got together, she even dressed me up in fem clothing and put my makeup on (she's a pro, omg). About a year ago, I finally worked up the courage to tell her that I'm a femboy/crossdresser. Since then, she has never done that again. She hates me dressing up now, though she still gives me her old clothes when she sorts through her closet. She really just doesn't want to see it, so she is okay with me being fem as long as she doesn't have to look at it. A few months ago I remembered I feel really pretty in fem and want somebody to love me exactly the way I am, but it can't be her because she doesn't want it. When I asked her about it again, she said, "Fine, we can talk about it, please just don't show me." But basically, whenever I try to talk to her and tell her things, she doesn't really respond. Today, I wanted to show her pictures of me in a masculine outfit: a Yankees shirt and jeans, but with heels on. I am posing like a masculine top and I love the pics (let me know if you wanna see 😘) I also feel masculine in the heels which is amazing. She immediately said, "No, you have heels on, I don't wanna see them!" Then I told her I could just cut the heels out of the picture and show her the rest, because she would love the outfit if I sent it like that if she didn't know. But she said just knowing I have heels on in the pic bothers her already, and she wants me to respect that boundary. And I do, so I stopped digging, but I am at an all-time low right now. Btw, I do A LOT for her. I always Dom masc in bed (I am a switch, so it's fine), but I want to be sub too. I want a mommy sometimes, and I want to snuggle up to her and not always have to be the strong man every single second. She used to try to Dom sometimes or she would let me lay on her chest, but every single time that happened, she would cry. She never really told me why, and now she has stopped doing it completely. I don't know what to do. I love her so much, but it often feels like she just loves a version of me that I made up for her. We met during a time when I was making up personalities for everybody so they would like me, and I feel like I am still stuck with that personality with her.