u/icuminmypoopdiaper

I had the day off today and have been planning this solo adventure for a few weeks. I've been through here before and never seen another person so I knew I could freely potty.

I'm on my period so I could feel a little mess before I even got my board inflated. A few minutes later pee was running doing my legs into my dry shoes. Uh oh...

I finished my very big cup of coffee and set off on my adventure. I'd been paddling for about 5 minutes when the coffee started working on my tummy and within 15 minutes it was coming out in my swimsuit bottoms. I didn't clean up this time. I just kept paddling with a big saggy lump on my bottom. Soon I was peeing again and I could faintly see the red and brown drips on my legs after. I played all afternoon just letting my body go whenever with whatever.

As the day came to an end I decided to not clean up. Just sit in my messy shame while I drove home and cleaned my gear.

I did it in public. Not like... Public public. Liked... People didn't see or anything but I was outside and could have been caught.

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I was paddle boarding when the cramps hit. About an hour out from where I started but it didn't have a bathroom. I knew I'd be uncomfortable until I went and I'd never make it anyway. Why prolong the inevitable?

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I decided to just push it out fast and jump in the water but my body had other plans. I had to relax and let it work out slowly. Then I realized no one was around so I sat down. It squished into my cracks and I giggled.

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I didn't stay like that long. I slipped into the water and cleaned up before returning to my adventure.

It feels good. My heart racing, my face flushing and my bottom slowly opening to let all my stress out into my panties. Feeling it spread across my bottom and against my pussy when I sit down. The embarrassment... Like a defiant child choosing not to go potty for attention.

Today I was watching a movie and I just didn't feel like pausing it. It was harder to get out sitting. I had to push hard but once it got going it was perfect. Full pants, a happy tummy and I got to finish my movie.

This morning I just let go. No pushing. No squatting. I just stopped holding it. At first nothing happened but I could still feel the pressure then a toot came out. I felt pushing against my bottom then slowly it opened. It was coming out all by itself filling my big girl panties. I giggled out an unexpected "Uh oh" as the last of it came out and my bottom closed back up.

I'm finishing up my morning chores now with a messy bottom!

I pooped my pants again today. I was in the garden and it seemed like so much effort to go all the way back inside. It's getting easier to decide to do it. I didn't really think about it much, I just started squatting and pushing until it was over then went back to weeding.

I did it again. I was driving home late last night. My tummy hurt so bad and I knew exactly how to make it feel better. At a stoplight I picked my bottom up a little and completely filled my panties. The euphoria was unreal until the embarrassment crept in.

Thankfully, I have a garage so I was able to get in my house unseen.

I started it on impulse a few weeks back. I was standing in front of the potty and I just pushed. It felt so good. It was a mix of emotions and sensations and feelings and I can't stop doing it now. I've done it 3 more times since!