My pussy has been begging for more alone time since I started posting again. I’m rarely alone but I cannot wait to use my pussy until I pass out when I’m finally alone (in a few weeks).
Recovering from top surgery and so incredibly horny but I can’t do everything I want to do. But I’ll eventually be healed and back alone to do whatever I want. I’ll record each edging and send clips to those I failed to answer. I love questions, but I don’t like asking so this is my way to remedy that.
I want men to try and detrans me by means of the mind and body. No changes to my life or body, but I want my pussy to never forget what a man can make me do or do to me. Use psychological tricks, religion, degradation, education literally I just want a fucked up conversion therapy session. This dildo has been in me for almost 7 hours now and I am on the verge if exploding. Make me explode, or edge me so much I start shutting down into your slut. Time is limited now since I won’t be alone forever. Please fix me
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I want men to try and detrans me by means of the mind and body. No changes to my life or body, but I want my pussy to never forget what a man can make me do or do to me. Use psychological tricks, religion, degradation, education literally I just want a fucked up conversion therapy session. This dildo has been in me for almost 7 hours now and I am on the verge if exploding. Make me explode, or edge me so much I start shutting down into your slut. Time is limited now since I won’t be alone forever. Please fix me
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As the title says, I want people to try and detrans me by the means of the mind and pussy. I’m deep into my transition, 2 years on t and one week post op top surgery. But that’s made me so much fucking weirder in my head when it comes to this kink because I’ve gotten more wet than ever before. I just want a mass group or a few people to degrade, misgender, deadname, play psychological tricks, use religion, or even use my dildo against me. I’m so desperate for it after 6 hours, I’d even be a stupid slut and take a hit from my weed pen even if it’s not recommended after top surgery.
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Call me slurs, my deadname, misgender me, edge me until im drooling. I want to hear some as voice notes but I can’t do that back because I’m being risky in my living room. Control me, make me into your slut and maybe after I recover from top surgery fully we can have a fun session with all of my toys this summer <3
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I want it all (no body shaming) I want to be ganged up on and get my deadname coerced out of me. This dildo has been in me for so long and I want to fuck my pussy so badly. Add me on signal if interested: InevitableReturn.21
I don’t want to think anymore, I just want to be told how to fuck myself and be edged over and over until im drooling just to act normal when my mom comes downstairs. I want to fully submit and make my confused ftm pussy feel girly again. Degrade me, misgender me, deadname me, tell me what my pussy is made for and make me feel scared of leaving a mess on this couch. I only have Signal, but my owner sends me voice messages and gets me so wet, I want that too. I just want to be a slut for men that I’ll never be.
I’m recovering from top surgery for the next 6 weeks and even after I’ll be at home with my girlfriend until she goes to Texas for a little bit. I can have a few risky sessions while she’s still asleep, like I’m doing now but I cant use my toys, but after I tried to leave this kink fully behind it’s come back with a fire behind it that I cannot resist. I want it to stay this time, but I want it to also stay a secret and not go further than changing my appearance or life. I like the risk and the control that men have over me just even in words, even more if I’m made to follow their orders on a call or video call (I’ve only done twice). I can’t move too much and I’m never alone during this recovery so I feel so desperate all of the time. Even know I can only rub and finger myself or tease myself with a damn sharpie while my mom works upstairs and my girlfriend sleeps. I’m going crazy, but I keep inviting more messages to make me even more crazy. The man that owns me took control so fast I agreed to wear a dildo in my pussy all morning tomorrow. He’s amazing, it’s all amazing, I don’t care that I’m a slut anymore I need it bad.
I deleted everything. Even all my old photos and emptied my trash so I’d never come back. Now this kink has come back stronger than ever since I’ve had little to no sexual pleasure from my girlfriend. She’s asleep upstairs and my mom is also upstairs working with the door open. I’m downstairs in our small duplex with my rose toy on the lowest setting catching up on these posts and gifs edging myself. I almost don’t want to let myself cum so that when I’m fully alone and recovered I can get high (I had to stop for recovery) and have people control how I play with myself with my toys and go completely submissive and mindless.
The urge to download this app back came from last night. I saved one singular video from when I gave control to people often. A video with sound of me fucking my pussy with my dildo at the command of another man over text. It slid into me with no friction, no pain, and I was so so wet. It was dark and late and my girlfriend was still asleep next to me, but all I could imagine was doing the same thing again. Now after top surgery, I know I will be desired less and I have never been a fan of being degraded for getting top surgery within my misgendering and deadnaming kink. But that makes me just want to submit to men even more since I’ll have to keep what I can get. I stepped away because they would always say I need to shave my whole body (I shave my pussy) and just can’t do that. This little part of my life is secret, and it makes me sluttier keeping it that way. I am entirely masculine irl, my girlfriend loves my body hair and I do too.
This kink drives me crazy but in some ways I need it in a way I can’t explain and don’t care to. Probably because I’ve never even had a good experience fucking men (past exes have been no more than 3 or 4 inches every time and they don’t know how to use it) so this is my outlet for at least having a little bit of it. I came out as bisexual for my girlfriend, I was a complete gay trans man before her. And I love her dearly and we have a GREAT sex life, even then, sometimes I still wonder if I’m gay (or here in my kink I’d be broken into a straight girl). It’s all so much, so I come here hoping to turn my little brain off and just feel.
That is my confession, DMs are always open even if I don’t respond fast. I am completely dripping after getting all of that out. This account now sits brand now even though I’ve been here for a year or more.