Sorry if this is rambly im on vyv rn. im curious if anyone has experience with this and advice:

I compulsively pick at my skin very often, due to some combo of my adhd ocd and anxiety. in my experience taking stims makes me a lot more tempted to pick my face which makes sense logically hahah. Just ‘don’t go to the mirror’ doesn’t work for me, im wondering if anyone has more concrete advice or tips on avoiding picking at my face while high?

This is something I struggle with when im sober too and have for years so it’s not like ‘not doing drugs’ will change it btw. Just stims make it a lot more tempting to start and easy to get sucked into it for hours and lose track of time . Also even if I stop doing it recreationally I still take it for adhd so the issue will stay so I need advice either way hahah :)

Like do you do something with your hands when ur on stims? Like knit or smth idk ? I’m looking for what other people who have this same issue do in order to try to reduce picking :3

I had a bad morning and just wanna get rly high today

Tolerance: I take 30mg Vyvanse daily and do recreational amounts (110-120mg) every few weeks

I snorted about 45mg Dexedrine (1 hour ago) and have been hitting my pen a lot. About to take a 2 tums to enhance it

I feel a little stimmed but honestly not much. Will it take longer to kick in or is this it? It’s been an hour since I snorted it

If it doesn’t increase in a couple min I’m gonna take 120mg Vyvanse I think

Any tips on how to make it stronger or if it just hasn’t kicked in? What can I expect?

Thanks!

Edit: if I want to mix it with stuff to make it stronger I have a weed pen, weed edibles, & kinda unlimited Vyvanse, tums

Edit 2: I’ve been searching on Reddit and psychonaut wiki but idk how my tolerance will affect it so the info isn’t really accurate for me

Update (1h30 after):

I’m updating for anyone who comes across this in the future and is curious/wants to know how it went for me.

Barely got high from the dex, I’m slightly stimmed & high from weed but that’s it honestly. I think it’s just that my tolerance is too high/I dosed too low for the effects I wanted.

Just took 2 tums and about to take 150mg Vyvanse dissolved in water. I’ll continue hitting my pen & I’m going to do homework. Eyes are not dilated & stayed not dilated this whole time btw

Probably will update again in the future when I’m higher hahah

10:03pm update: here’s what I took + symptoms
9:08pm: taking 3 x 30mg Vyvanse capsules orally. Hydrating a lot
9:21: heart rate while sitting on the toilet for a while is 90bpm, feeling 5/10 strength stimmed, about to smoke while doing homework. Listening to sad showtunes and enjoying it. :)
10:00pm: been using my pen a bit. Feel a little lightheaded, dizzy, and stimmed, definitely high.

I don’t plan on taking more but ik I might in 2 hours if I don’t feel it very much. but hopefully I don’t cause I know I could use the sleep. I’m working on my essay rn, a little nauseous but not much , I think I might just be hungry? Idk , quite high rn and satisfied

I’ve tripped on shrooms before and really want to do it again but I can’t seem to get the dosage right. I’m on 200mg Zoloft daily.

I tripped off 3.5mg a some generic shroom type, and now I have about 5g of some penis envy.

Took about 2.5g last night and felt absolutely nothing (mixing with weed). How can I improve the strength? Should I just take a higher dose? Or give up altogether?

Hope long typo wait for a tolerance reset before trying again?

Enjoy this amphetamine fuelled question / rant:

Im curious is you can name a drug that you’ve done which created the most euphoria and you think had the least addictive potential for you.

I like the high from amphetamines, specifically I really like the euphoria when at the peak of a high dose. For me i find my enjoyment of it in something about the self confidence, wanting to be my best self and feeling like I can actually achieve it, and especially the physical rush (tingling sensation, genuine excitement, feeling speedy with a purpose is the best way I can explain it). I have adhd btw of that helps contextualize.

That being said, I find that the rush from amphetamines is quite enticing to me and I’d consider it to have the highest addictive potential for me than other drugs I’ve tried other than opiates which I did recreationally for 2 days then never touched again which were undoubtedly the most enticing to go back to out of what I’ve done. I have tried benzos (Ativan), stimulants (Dexedrine, lisdexamphetamine) opiates (hydromorphone), weed, alcohol, and shrooms. Out of these, opiates were the most habit forming, but not so much euphoric rather than calming. the most euphoric was stimulants which was also the second most addicting.

I feel like you have to find a good even ground between strong euphoria and not being so amazing that you do it all the time, but I’m not sure I can think of one. I feel like stims are too enticing for me to count as something that fits the answer to this question.

I’m wondering, not necessarily looking for suggestions but also just curious about your experiences: which drug (or drug type) that you’ve tried gave you the most euphoria but you consider to be not as addictive as the others (for you)?

I haven’t taken any but I’m curious in general.

I’ve only ever done extended release vyvanse in doses typically around 90-120mg which lasted about 8 hours till I felt no effects and would sleep.

I have a script for Dexedrine and am curious about trying it recreationally. But because its immediate release instead of extended, I don’t know how long to expect it to last. The pill when used properly is meant to last 4-6 hours but does that increase if you do a higher dose? Or will it stay the same amount of time just stronger?

I can’t find an answer anywhere online so figured someone here might know

Thanks!