u/inurunderwear

Fuck I feel like I've been going off the deep end lately with how horny I am, the things that have become hot to me that I've made myself cum to.... idk if I even wanna talk about it since it's so embarrassing. But one thing I've noticed that's consistently arousing to me that kind of goes along with my clinical language fetish maybe is people announcing & narrating their masturbation in a positive, normalized way. Like I'm thinking of this one post a guy made that I'm honestly just gonna link because there's so much in the comments that turns me on so much with like the tone & language everyone is using. It's so interesting, normally my brain hates redundancy, but there's something about reading a stranger boast about how they're masturbating their genitals because they got aroused & that it feels really good.

I want to tell everyone that I have been masturbating my clitoris since I woke up. It's gotten a bit of an erection. My vagina is squeezing & clenching at the idea of people reading this & then getting aroused & getting the urge to pleasure their own genitals. My vagina likes when I talk about masturbating to people on a public online forum. It's really comforting right now to massage my clitoris over the hood. I think later I'm going to masturbate & post & talk some more until it feels so good that I'm edging on an orgasm. My clitoris loves being on the edge of an orgasm & has gotten very good with denying the climax to extend period of pleasure before climax. My clitoris is getting gently aroused by me expressing these thoughts to you. I love touching my clitoris & making it feel good.

I’ve been thinking recently about just how reactive & sensitive clits are. Really, just by hearing about them, just being reminded of their existence is enough to stir up something down there. I think that that’s really cute. That just hearing it brought up at all is enough to make a little spark of pleasure shoot through that tiny nub. Except it isn’t super tiny & it extends inside the body & surrounds the female reproductive system, it’s deeply entrenched to work with your other sex organs to incite deep, continual arousal & signal to the rest of your body to prepare for potential reproduction. But even if you most likely aren’t engaging in sexual intercourse during each encounter with your clitoris, you can still stimulate your clitoris as much as you’d like & it’s still going to provide you with potent arousal, endless stimulation, countless orgasms. Your clit has definitely been repeatedly triggered throughout reading this post, correct? It’s okay, it’s normal, it’s a reminder to you that you have this insatiable sex organ in your body that’s only purpose is creating high levels of pleasure, levels of pleasure that those without clitorises could never comprehend. Go on, touch it. Rub it. Get a mirror & take a good look at it. Experiment with toys. Experiment with items around the house. Think about every woman you know, at one point in her life she has definitely encountered this powerful secret she has hidden in her labia. And most of them stimulate this organ regularly. That’s right, they’re touching the same part that you’re touching right now. Keep going. Keep rubbing. You can hold off on your orgasm to reach an even higher level of arousal in the vagina. Feel that stiffness growing under the hood along the shaft. Appreciate your erect sex organ for all that it makes you feel & revel in the fact that you will get to love, use, & abuse this body part for years to come. Keep going. It’s okay to continue stimulating your clitoris. If you orgasm, you can just start again. Think about your clitoris throughout the day & feel that swell from your overreactive sex gland. Trigger your clitoris. Trigger it continually with mental stimulation with fantasies, pictures, words, or just fixating on the existence & function of your clitoris. Clitoris. Stimulate your clitoris. Swelling clitoris. Erect clitoris. Chronically masturbated clitoris. Poking clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Rubbing clitoris. Buzzing clitoris. Endlessly touching clitoris for hours. Clitoris. Clitoris. Feel your clitoris poke out into your panties. Clitoris. Clitoris. Keep triggering your clitoris. It’s okay to want to touch & play with your clitoris all day. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoral stimulation. Edge & masturbate your stiff clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. My clitoris feels really good, does yours? Keep stimulating, your clitoris was meant to be stimulated. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris. Clitoris.

Hnnnggg I’ve been humping this blanket in between my legs for about an hour while talking to people & my clit is really starting to get more erect & swollen. I don’t know what to do other than to continue. I need to get up soon for food & I want to do chores today, right now I need to keep on rubbing though because it feels really good. I keep getting tempted to grab my vibrator & just make myself cum again (definitely wouldn’t take very long at all with the built up stimulation…) but my brain wants me to keep teasing & rubbing on just my blanket. Sometimes I have to slow down or stop because it feels a bit too good. My default is just edging now, & since I took Adderall today, I could really go for so long. I’m playing with my nipples poking from my shirt. They’re a little sore from all the pinching, but sometimes they feel so good like they’re a pair of clits on my chest. Yeah. Seriously need to get up soon & go on with my day, I wanna feel myself get wet while I clean. Ugh my clit has me addicted to reddit & reading things from perverts online. I’ve been so into the idea of getting my genitals inspected & teased by a doctor, been getting back into using clinical language. Definitely also good since I think I’m currently ovulating & I love talking about breeding through clinical terms as well. Also been getting way more pervy with my daddy kink & also finally developed a mommy kink… I love getting pervy to please my genitals. Can’t think. Can just. Grind my clit. Fuck. I need to sink so deep today.

I’ve been making myself cum a bit more often now.. I think I’m ovulating or about to be because my pussy is just always so full of cream to spill out to my soft puffy lips to welcome a man’s perved out boner to shoot his load. I’ve been masturbating so much lately, I was up until 6 this morning reading posts & listening to audio (the one that got me was this girl who had been edging for hours & was so vocal & her pussy was so sloshy fuck it gets me stiff just thinking about it again). I used my clit sucker & got out my glass dildo because I’ve realized that my body loves to & is more willing to cum if I’m filled, especially if it’s pumping in & out. I forgot how much I loved using that dildo since I always use my realistic silicone one now, but the way how the the slightly pointed mushroom tip was hitting & the way how my pussy was gripping around the curves had my high ovulating pussy instantly getting close. I was able to put it in with zero lube btw, just my sticky gooeyness that had built up from hours of edging my needy clitrection & it slipped right in. I spent maybe 15-20 minutes edging like this with buzzing my nub, but finally I had my orgasm (I feel like I’ve been more vocal in my moans lately when I cum ). & I just decided to fall asleep like that with my dildo still lodged in to my warm wet hole.

I woke up & I’m already back to edging myself while holding my pee now that my UTI has cleared up, it feels so good when my pussy is sensitive like this while ovulating, but especially if I have something in my needy pussy. I held it in for just a couple of minutes & humped a bit. I was so out of it & clearly only woke up to pee, so I rushed to the bathroom & fuck now I keep spilling a bit of pee whenever I’m rushing bc my bladder muscles have gotten so weak with how much I’ve abused & strained them over the years </3 most of it was saved though & I saw it splash & spray in front of me when I took the dildo out (took a shower last night & I already have piss on myself again). It’s also so hot when I get to feel just how creamy I am after cockwarming while sleeping, my little pussy gets so warm & full of girl nectar when there’s company to hold. Ughh I’m sleepy & think I’ll just go back to sleep but I knew I needed to share this. I wish I could’ve sprayed someone cute & wiped my gooey private parts on them. Fuck I’m gonna be bating so much the next few days probably, my uterus feels just a little sore but I feel like it gets like that sometimes when I’m really horny & ovulating. Hopefully gonna wake up again later & edge holding my pee imagining my crush ravaging my achey wet breeding hole.

(Repost & slightly edited from my old acc) I feel like I see a lot of cock encouragement posts from girls on here so I wanted to do one for clits while touching mine..

Rub your legs together. Do it while you read or watch something that turns you on. Watch yourself begin to grind against your legs, getting the friction between your lips from your squishy thighs. Feel your pussy leak more. Rub your nipples & pinch & pull them with your fingers. Feel how that makes your clit feel. Then get your hand down between your legs. Tap your clit with your finger. Just touch it gently. Tap tap tap tap. Feel it getting harder? If not, keep tapping. Then when you feel it stiffen, take two fingers & rub them up & down on the sides of your lips inside. Pull your hood back. Now tap & play with that sensitive little nub. Stop if it’s too much. Go back to tapping over the hood.

Feel your pussy get wetter. Think of all the other girls today playing with their love buttons. I’m rubbing mine right now, and it’s completely soaked from my pussy juice. Imagining girls reading this & turning them on while they follow along has me so slick. Imagine being at a sleepover with all the pretty girls you know, and you all end up in a circle watching each other rub your clits & get wet & moan. You just hear heavy breathing as you all look in awe & pure desire at each other’s pussies. Maybe you end up rubbing pussies. Clits kissing, dripping on each other, listening to the wetness as you slide up & down on those squishy pink lips & let your erect clit poke out to rub against someone else’s.

Rub faster. Get more pussy juice. Keep going. Get your pussy & clit as soaked as possible so we can scissor. Hump your hand. Doesn’t it feel good? You were meant to play with your clit & you deserve to touch her all day. You’re literally just using your body how you’re supposed to, you were given a clit to rub & hump it & feel endlessly horny. Rub rub rub, tap & flick your pearl. Make little slow circles. Tap tap tap tap tap so fast. Rub rub rub rub rub, get more pussy juice…….

Rubrubrubrubrub ngggh I love being back into this addiction because it’s so fun. I love having a clit & having the ability to touch it whenever I want. I lowkey feel like a loser bator girl… I woke up sooo late two days in a row while the guest at my house has been staying here bc I was staying up & losing sleep so I could MASTURBATE my ERECT LITTLE CLIT. I was using my vibrator too… I hope he didn’t hear it at all like it isn’t super loud but I feel like it’s easy to hear stuff happening upstairs when you’re in the basement so he probably did. The old me would’ve been so embarrassed & maybe I still am a bit, but it would’ve been completely off of the table to use my vibe. One night I used it from literally 1 am-8 am pretty much constantly. Ugh I can’t control myself, I wanted to be more present, but after all I am a selfish girl & I love flicking my bean, so what can you do?

I’ve been so turned on recently from silly, nasty, or formal goon babble. It’s just SO HOT seeing people describe their body parts & what they’re doing with these filthy words. It’s becoming my main porn, just getting off to the stimulation of reading mostly about other people who play with their clits. It’s just so fun to talk & hear about clits while rubbing yours. If you’re reading this with a clit, you should rub & tell me about it. But literally I’ve just been spending hours & hours buzzing & suckling my sweet nub & going dumb for silly babble. I keep sneaking some pats & some rubs while I write this post. I think I’m ovulating soon bc my pussy gets so slippery whenever I’m playing with it. My UTI is also almost all cleared up too (still embarrassed kinda that I gave myself that.. the idea of it is hot but it’s also been uncomfy & has been making me take better care of myself so it won’t happen again). Anyways, I just spent a couple of hours edging with my sucker, I think I want to give it a break so I can make my bed & put away my laundry bc I know those things will also make me feel really good.. I wanna see if I can trigger myself & see how wet I’ll get while trying to do normal things. Send me nasty goon babble to make my pp get hard 🥺 I def wanna come back later & write more 💕 keep masturbating your swollen genitals for me while I’m gone 🫶

Feel like I keep getting more open about how perverted & gross I am & it’s kind of embarrassing. But fuck. I’m high & triggered right now & I love having an audience. I’m pretty sure I gave myself a UTI with how I was edging myself the past couple of days… I’m thinking maybe I need to actually try to cool it with holding my pee to edge because clearly I can’t not take it too far rn. But I was doing my cockwarm + clit sucker combo & doing that while your bladder slowly fills up & overwhelms everything while your muscles strain because you’re literally plugged up by the dildo, so you can’t relieve yourself unless you remove the dildo & let it all spurt out.. but.. of course you don’t want to do that right? It’s feeling so good to feel your muscles scramble & flex, trying to keep up with just how full you are & the fact you have this perfectly shaped cock parked inside that keeps that pressure & weight & intense overstimulation from needing to burst. This also tends to be when my clit gets the most abuse, since I have to compensate with the sucker & keep turning it up more & more to compete with that growing feeling inside my body. So anyways, doing this for longer periods of time I think has started resulting in a couple of noticeable outcomes of how I’m abusing my body.. the UTI from today (think I got my first one ever literally like last month 😭) & this consistent low ache in my bladder after a few more intense sessions…. I’ve been kind of embarrassed about it all day like wow my dirty masturbation habits are genuinely harming my body.. I didn’t even mention but I feel like this year since I started edging, it’s also gotten a lot more difficult for me to hold my pee in general.. so lately I’ve been leaking myself more in public. So embarrassing…. my body is changing because of my desperate need for intense stimulation & pleasure. It used to be something I could do for a couple of minutes to just hold in my pee & hump a little while I tease myself & look at something hot on my phone, first thing in the morning when I wake up with my bladder full, hold it, decide to stop & get up & go pee & continue my day as if I don’t do that… it wasn’t enough though & my brain lost so much willpower over the years & now needs so much more stimulation, so now I’m this loser girl who holds her pee in to stimulate her female genitals for hours at a time & now can’t always do that either since the muscles have gotten so strained & now I pee myself more often.

This wasn’t even what I wanted this post to be about.. but basically yeah I had a UTI today & felt all uncomfy & irritated & knew that if I did masturbate again, it’d need to be really gentle & nothing vaginal, probably just using my own finger on my clit. I took a nice shower & took 10 mg edible & was trying to relax some of the uncomfortable feelings.. I think both definitely helped me feel a bit better but also more sleepy so I thought well maybe I won’t masturbate tonight since I’m feeling this discomfort too which probably means I need a full break.. until I rationalized in my head that it might make me feel better to just rub my clit a little & browse reddit a little as a reward for getting through today.. thought it would only be my fingers since I started humping my hand & that felt really good.. I put my clit sucker away & everything but pretty much anytime I do that, I end up getting it out again later that same night. & now it’s almost 5 am. & I haven’t slept in almost 2 nights. & I have a guest over at my house that I need to be present with tomorrow. But I guess when you’re already sleep deprived..you really have much less room to make good conscience choices.. so it continues in a goon cycle..

I was laying on my stomach, ass slightly raised, clit sucker sliding around seamlessly on my erect clit & swollen folds, while absolutely sinking into reading goon babble posts. I would just search up some random words on the subreddit & look for all the most triggering ones (most from deleted pages 🥺). It’s making me feel really dumb. I’m addicted to touching my clit & feeling my vagina get creamy. That’s seriously I think what really turns me on & makes me want to keep on going, to see just how creamy I’m gonna get. Sometimes I notice I get creamier again when I read something that really triggers me, really makes me clench & squeeze my milk out of my vagina. I feel dumb just getting off to words that trigger me, but I feel like that’s also kind of hot 😭 my brain is gone & the only thing my body knows to do right now is to keep stimulating my genitals directly or indirectly while thinking of whatever new word or combination or presentation turned you on the most this time. I haven’t really been touching myself while typing this out, but I’m gonna go back to buzzing my tingle button & feeling it go BOING inside & throb on my toy. More buzz more rub more suck more boing clitty throbs while my vagina makes sweet cream that starts getting everywhere. I’m such a dumb gooner. I’m abusing my body for little words that make my clit get more happy, just keeping the perfect edge with my sucker & I swear I’ve been noticing I feel better & less achey 🥹 ugh I’m gonna really hate myself tomorrow but also what did I think would happen if I had weed & Adderall in the same day while I’m sleep deprived like it’s literally the perfect storm everytime to make me dumb & chained to my clit. Okay gonna go flick my bean bye 🤤😋

Ughhhh I came about 30 minutes ago, but my clit is still so fucking stiff & aroused. I’m trying to do all my last minute chores since people are coming back in about 2 hours & since I spent pretty much my entire last day masturbating & staying up all night to edge. I’m a bit tired, took some Adderall to lock in & focus on cleaning, but I feel like that probably didn’t help to calm down my clit at all 😭 yesterday after I made my post about feeling/being gross, I spent several hours on my bathing/hygiene & scrubbed every nook & cranny & made my skin so soft & smell so sweet. It was so sexy, like constantly touching my body to get it soft & clean while I listened to music that made me horny.. just thinking about sex & about how cute I looked & how much I wanted my older crush I was listening to hnnggg. I ate & did some other small tidying, but at around 3 am, I finally got to start using my goon setup in the living room & my clit was buzzed & rubbed & sucked from 3 to 12:30 pm….. I just wanted to read all the pretty words & fantasies I saw on this one account about breeding, literally endless stimulation for my genitals. I think I need to get back into sterile goon babble hard since it was all so triggering to me again. But ugh yeah I let myself cum & it was good, but I know there’s still so much pent up energy that still needs to be released from my clit after basically being sucked & buzzed for 9.5 hours & several hours before that as well. My brain is light headed, definitely from getting no sleep, but I’m also breathing so heavy & feel this lasting sensation that my clit isn’t done. I’m soooo tempted while I’m hurrying around the house to just quit again & go back to rubbing, but I need to try to save that for later. Fuck I think there’s a surprise visitor today too, I hope my brain is able to be normal & socialize properly even if my clit is screaming at me RUB ME BUZZ ME SUCK ME HOLD IN YOUR PEE EDGE ME like mfjfhdksj she’s soooo loud rn 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 ugh hope I have the energy tn to talk to ppl & post again bc I actually have to touch myself again soon ugh ugh ugh it’s so strongggg 😖😖😖 I feel like I need aftercare, but the aftercare is just even more touching & rubbing. Hmngggg clitty so swollen, clitty so stiff…. clitty just wants to be touched by the beautiful older man I fantasize about everyday.. clit clit clit clit fuck my leg is bouncing up & down so fast & that’s the only way I can stimulate it… fuckkk the longer I write this the further I’m convinced I should only do some of what I wanted to do so I can go back to playing fuck wish me luck today with my triggered swollen clitoris 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

I stopped an hour ago after masturbating for 6 hours but now I’m already set up again & have no idea when I’ll stop this session. I’m definitely not finishing every cleaning task I wanted to do. But I hate the idea of not touching myself right now. I need to enjoy all the time I still have of being completely alone.

Right now I’m naked, slouched against my couch pulled out so my legs have room to spread. I have a mat under me since I’m probably going to piss my pussy again like I did twice already earlier. I’m flicking my bean with a soft makeup brush, going up & down, making circles. My body smells. I haven’t showered in days. I thought I was going to shower when I got up, but no after scrolling only for a bit again on reddit & looking at comments from some of my favorite accounts, I knew I had to keep going. I still only came once earlier this morning when I first woke up. Now I just want to keep fucking edging. Sometimes I think I want to let myself cum, but then when it gets close, I pull away. Not yet, I think. It kind of turns me on now getting so nasty for masturbating. I’m not into being degraded, but I think I kinda love getting a bit humiliated by how gross I am.. such a loser bater gooner girl… can’t keep her hands & mind off of her genitals… can’t stop getting turned on by her growing stench… can’t stop getting triggered thinking about human anatomy & the process of breeding… can’t stop getting triggered for adult penis…

I’ve had a fantasy a few times now where some really cute young conventionally attractive boy has sex with me (there’s like a very specific type I’m thinking of that I always find really attractive, but I get shy & think he probably already has a gf or he wouldn’t go for me bc I can be kinda strange..) & asks me what all turns me on & I tell him & he tells me I’m weird & gross & a pervert. But he’s not against it. He still thinks it’s hot & wants to watch me get gross & depraved. He doesn’t do anything more degrading to me, but he watches me intently & maybe even starts jerking off too. But he just watches me masturbate for hours, piss myself, probably show up unwashed after days, just babbling about playing with my clit & wanting babies. Maybe he goes to do something else & says I can stay in his room & continue masturbating & making a wet, creamy mess if I’m a pervert. & so I do because I’m so lost & gooned & just want to keep going for him to show how horny I am for him. Maybe I take some of his clothes & put them on & masturbate in those. Maybe I piss his underwear & I get my girl musk all over his clothes & bed. & then when he comes back after like 3 or 4 hours & I’m still there in his room, just losing myself, he’ll tell me “you really are fucking disgusting, aren’t you?”. My eyes are glazed & I’ve been breathing through my mouth for the past couple of hours, so my mouth is dry too. I can’t even say much anymore, all I know is to keep flicking & edging my clit. He’s still nice enough to want to still have sex with me. He doesn’t kiss me, but he takes out his dick & pumps it looking at this disheveled lewd display & he smears his precum over my lips, on my neck, circles it on my tits 😵‍💫, down to my inner thighs, along my pussy lips. Then he gets to my clit… & I stop touching myself & surrender. He circles it & rubs it until we’re both a shaking, heavy breathing mess. Finally, he puts it in. He’s not rough, but he still says the same thing. “You’re a nasty girl… I normally would never let a girl like you in… but I know how desperate you are for my dick, so now you’re gonna take it & you’re gonna take my cum too since you wanna get pregnant so bad…”. We go at it for another hour, just slow, sometimes stopping to rub my clit again & squeeze even tighter around him while we both shudder. Until he lets me have it. He inseminates my musky pussy. He pulls out when he gets soft, but I’m still not done. I’m playing with my clit again with our mixed breeding fluids & ask him to finger me hard to make me squirt. I’m just an animal giving into my primal instincts to pleasure myself, making yet another mess with my private parts. I squirt & piss on his hand & get out a toy I brought to finally make my clit fucking cum. It’s so intense that I black out for a few seconds. I’m laying on his bed covered in sweat & fluids, shivering & throbbing. I weakly open my eyes & he’s looking at me, clearly turned on. He grabs my boobs & rubs my nipples & kisses me & looks at me a few inches from my face & says, “my little disgusting fucking girl. Such a total pervert. We’re going to have sex again tomorrow. I bet your pussy is already excited thinking about getting my seed again” while he’s still playing with my boobs & nipples. He puts a blanket over my dirty pervert body & I fall asleep just like that, just letting the sweat & fluids stick to my body for even longer.

Ugh I’ve been writing this for like almost an hour, still brushing & painting my swollen edged clitoris, feeling a deep ache in my body. I need to take an edible. I need to hydrate & piss myself again. I need to keep going & keep reading & writing every dirty thing on my mind. I need to get so much worse today.

… but obviously I can’t stop playing with my clit & pussy. I woke up at 11 & it’s now 2:14 & all I’ve done so far today is fucking masturbate. I’ve gone through a couple of toys already… I already came once earlier… I also got to pound my pussy again for like an hour while getting super noisy for big daddy dick. I noticed all the grool that leaked out & it made me so horny 😵‍💫 I wish I could show my crush just how creamy my pussy gets when I pound myself to him, when I endlessly buzz & suckle & edge my swollen little bean. My clit has been sore but I keep adjusting & finding good angles to keep buzzing my clit cuz I don’t wanna stop. I was listening to audio earlier, but now I’ve just been rereading these fucking triggering breeding kink posts. I want my older crush filling me with his semen through his long, thick uncut grownup penis. I wanna cum at the same time as him so my pussy can flutter & clench around him & milk his fat fucking cock & flood me with his impregnating lustful fluid. I want to tell him I want him to make me a mommy. I want that big daddy dick knocking me up. I want him to tell me through gritted teeth, “get pregnant” while he’s exploding. That’s like the hottest thought to me, hearing those words in his low voice. Fuck I can’t stop edging my clit & I keep feeling more warm cream leak out every minute. Wet plappy buzzy noises getting plappier & plappier. I’m such a nasty fucking masturbation addicted girl. I hope I stop by 3 so I can do the things I need to do so later I can smoke & enjoy my last night being alone in my house…

I’ve made posts in the past obsessing over the word “penis” & imagining scenarios where I’m having sex with someone & both of us are just having mindless, noisy, sloppy sex while only saying the word “penis” to each other when it gets really heated. I’ve had some guys send me audios of them stroking while saying penis over & over.. (got the idea for this originally when I saw a guy post on r/EdgingTalk about doing this & it sounded so hot because I love the word penis & other technical, sterile terms for sex & masturbation 🤤). I recorded this for someone the other day but wanted it to be seen so here it is 😋

Nngggghhhh flick flick flick flick flick on my little bean. Press press press pressing down on my pleasure button. I took Adderall yesterday & today which is probably why I’ve been more prone to rubbing. Right now, I have my hand down my pajamas, circling my swollen, stimulated clitoris over my white cotton panties. I’m in my sunroom that has a bunch of windows & no one’s around our backyard, but someone could see. I have so much I still need to do this week while I’m home alone. So much I haven’t done. I’m pretty tired since I didn’t get much sleep last night so I don’t feel as vocal, but I’m so lost in making myself feel good. Fuck it’s so fun writing one of these again while rubbing, thinking about all the attention it’ll get me. I love it. I almost feel like I’m nearing the edge just from rubbing.

Yesterday, I used my clit sucker while I was holding some of my pee while I listened to my crush… ugh it’s been so fun getting to be loud without worrying about anyone else 😫 I love listening to my crush like there’s something so satisfying I’ve found about masturbating while listening to music you already really like like it’s just so much fun for your brain. But like it’s another thing listening to someone you wanna FUCK. Oh fuck he’s so sexy & the things he says are so erotic & flirty & I always put on the songs where he moans & sometimes it literally sounds like he’s stroking himself or like you’re having sex with him it’s such a fucking experience 😵‍💫 I suckled my little bean into my toy over & over & over with my panties pushed to the side (I’ve found sometimes it feels better than just taking my panties off? Like if I have just a bit of the fabric still touching my clit..) & I just closed my eyes & rode out my edges until I let myself cum & I screamed out his name & moaned so fucking loud 😵‍💫 & then continued stimulating myself after by holding my pee & looking at his photos & I got all whiney & desperate. The sucker made my clit a little sore, but not too bad. Now it’s all sensitive & swollen.

Touched myself again really early this morning & rubbed & started stroking my tiny shaft over my hood like I’m stroking my penis. I love that the clitoris is technically a phallus but.. way more sensitive & only meant for pleasure. I smelled my girl musk from my fingers & thought about all the guys who have told me that they wanna smell me when my body produces that musk 🥺 ughhmghfkfn fuck I moved to the living room & got my toys & I’m about to play for a bit & then let myself nap before yoga bc I’m so sleepy. God I fucking loveeee playing with my clittttt I love having a clitoris 😋😋😋I’ve been humping this pillow but now it’s time to become a mindless horny zombie only chasing pleasure with my clit sucking vibe.. fuck I love toys designed for clits. I need to order more toys I can’t stop thinking about it. I love my pretty swollen throbbing pink sweet nub. I love masturbating. Fuck.