Confused Need some guidance
When in college I had a hookup. Super cute girl. 5’5 Brazilian Bubble butt nice tits. I was so excited thought I was going to smash and have the night of my life. Got back to her place and she whispered in my ear a surprise. She said “listen I have a dick and you are going to suck it and I am going to fuck you.”
I wanted to leave then she kiss my neck. I’m not sure I even knew what submissive meant and I obeyed for some reason. Every single thing she asked me to do. I got on my knees and she fed me her cock. And I liked it. Then she bent me over. She started slow but walked me through the initial stages of getting my hole opened. She rested her fake tits on my back and slowly fucked me. She made me tell her “thank you” and that I want this. I ended being so horny that I came. As I was telling her I was cumming she laughed told me I really am a bitch. She put out her hand and caught the cum. Used some as lube and smacked me in the face with the rest.
I have a GF but now get the itch to suck a cock. Be owned by one. I crave it like a drug. Is this normal?
What do you think?