u/joy-hot

Hi! I'm a lesbian girl with a beautiful, girly appearance, so it's really not obvious from the outside that I'm more boyish.

I would like to ask if it's normal to be curious about having a one-night stand with a guy.

Ever since my first girlfriend left me for a guy, that's when I started wondering what guys have that I don't. To be honest, I also want to explore my sexuality for the first time because I've never had any intimate experience with a guy.

I've never even used sex toys because I'm scared of penetration, even with my own fingers or any object.

What kind of preparation should I do if I decide to have a one-night stand? Should I do it with a foreigner or local guy?

Will I still feel like myself as a lesbian? Is it possible that this will completely "reset" me? And what does having a one-night stand actually feel like?`