took 60mg vyvanse after being awake all night and started hallucinating grass
so id already been awake all night and at around 12:30 me and my mate went out bush looking for mushies while i was on 60mg vyvanse
at first it honestly just felt stimulating as fuck. i just wanted to keep moving and doing shit. after like an hour tho every time id bend down to pick up a mushroom then stand back up id get this insane lightheaded headrush feeling. like proper blood pressure type shit
didnt really care tho because my brain was fully locked into finding mushrooms 😭
on the drive back i remember telling my mate “bro i just wanna keep looking for shrooms fuck going home”
eventually got home and smoked a fat joint and holy fuck that changed everything. the weed mixed with the vyvanse so hard. my jaw started going crazy and i was chewing the absolute fuck outta my tongue without even noticing. woke up today and its destroyed
still couldnt sit still tho so i walked to my mates place for a bit then came back home and smoked AGAIN
by this point id probably been awake close to 30 hours and shit started getting genuinely weird
i was sitting outside at the smokers table finishing a joint and when i looked up i swear to god this massive bush just appeared in front of me outta nowhere. like FULLY there. it shocked me so hard i actually stumbled backwards
then like a second later my brain realised there wasnt actually anything there 💀
later on in the night probably around 35 hours awake i was walking back inside and looked at the ground and thought “damn never realised grass grew here”
my mate goes “what grass?”
and i pointed at literal dirt because i could straight up SEE grass all over it. not blurry shadows or anything either. i genuinely thought there was grass there
thats what freaked me out most. it didnt feel psychedelic like mushies where visuals are moving around and morphing. this felt way more real. like my sleep deprived stim fried brain was just inserting random shit into reality
honestly i can fully understand now how people end up in stimulant psychosis because once youve been awake that long your brain starts getting REAL weird
i would post the vid of me wigging out about the grass but i dont have the option to.