u/juschillin98

This literally just happened a few hours ago and I couldn't sleep so I thought why not write this since all my friends are asleep and I cant text them.

So its my friend's birthday and they wanted to go to a concert but her parents had also suprised her by getting her a hotel room at the casino that was hosting the band we went to see. It was me, the birthday girl, another one of our friends, and the birthday girls older brother \[M22\].

The concert was so much fun and everything was pretty chill, her brother and I were speaking throughout the night before, during and ultimately after the concert.

We all went up to the room after the concert and the birthday girl and our other friend went down to the casino to get some food. I stayed behind because I wanted to shower and relax cause we ahd been standing/running/jumping around for hours so it was just her brother and I in the room. I ended up not showering as we started talking about whatever and then things just suddenly escalated and we were making out. We were trying to be quick and honestly I didnt think it was gonna lead to us having sex. I ended up half naked and so did he and we started to do it in missionary.

We didnt have any condoms so I was a bit hesitant but in the heat of the moment I was thinking a lot about it. He was very gentle and slow since it was my first time, which was really nice of him but overall it still hurt. I've used small toys before but a real penis just felt so different, its hard to explain it, it was like a feeling of being pushed into my stomach and also like being ripped in half. It hurt but it felt pretty good. I didnt orgasm and neither did he because we were being really quick about it and it hurt a bit too much for me to relax enough to hit that point. After that I did shower and then I ended up going home (because I things planned in the morning), but i just havent been able to sleep now.