u/lilyspurple

hiiii so im emily and im 18 and autistic and literally cannot stop thinking about dicks even tho my body said no to sex lol 🚫🍆 medical reasons 🏥 but my brain didnt get the memo so here i am ✨

im 4'9" and 87lbs so im basically small 📏🎀 and i have this thing where i really really like thick ones with big pink mushroom heads 🍄 and lots of hair everywhere 🌲 no shaving allowed in my fantasy lol 🪒❌

since i cant do anything irl i just research them like its my job and i wanna rate yours honestly with my autistic eye for detail ✨ tell you exactly what i notice first 🧐💭

im in my room rn with my bullet journal nearby 📓✏️ and i wanna see what im missing out on 🥺👉👈 send it and ill tell you if you fit my criteria 📝✅

dont be shy i literally have nothing better to do than analyze your anatomy lol 🧠🍆💕

hiiii so im emily and im kinda nervous posting this but my therapist says i should explore my interests so here i am lol

im 18 and autistic af which means when i like something i REALLY like it and rn i am obsessed with learning about anatomy but like the fun kind 🍆 i have this medical thing where i cant actually do anything irl which sucks but my brain still wants to know everything about what makes guys different down there

im super tiny btw like 4'9" and barely 87lbs so everything looks huge to me already lol but i really wanna see the ones that are thick with that pretty pink head and lots of hair everywhere 🌲 i think its so cool how every guy is shaped different and i wanna catalog them in my bullet journal like a nature study but make it more fun

since i cant do normal stuff my brain goes extra hard on the details like i notice the veins and the way balls sit and if the skin moves or not and i get so curious about texture and stuff ✨ i know its weird but i wanna rate them honestly and tell you what my autistic brain thinks about yours specifically

my profile has more about me if you wanna understand why im like this lol but basically i just really appreciate the male body and wanna look at some while i lay in bed tonight 🛏️💜

if youre cool with a tiny virgin autistic girl overanalyzing your junk with way too much detail send me something and ill tell you exactly what my brain notices first 🧠💕 bonus points if youre hairy and uncut bc i have questions about how that works lol

no pressure tho i know im a lot hahaha 🙈

im emily, im 18 and autistic and i cannot stop thinking about dicks even tho im a virgin! im short (4'9", 87lbs) and i have this thing for big pink mushroom heads and thick veiny shafts and guys who dont shave their pubes 🌲

i really love when guys are girthy and have that v line and tight balls and hairy taints 🍒 i think about rubbing against a guy's jungle bush while his mushroom head presses against me even tho i probably couldnt take it 🥵

if you think you fit what this autistic 18yo virgin is looking for, send it and i'll tell you exactly what i think (believe me,im too honest)💕 i would love to try to draw my favorite ones ❤️ but i have to admit, I'm not so good at drawing hahaha so don't take offense

hey so im emily, im 18 and autistic and i literally cannot stop thinking about dicks even tho im a virgin (medical reasons lol) 🥺 im short (4'9", 87lbs) and i have this thing for big pink mushroom heads and thick veiny shafts and guys who dont shave their pubes 🌲

im really specific about what i like so i thought i'd see if anyone here matches my weird criteria lol. i love when guys are girthy and have that v line and tight balls and hairy taints 🍒 i think about rubbing against a guy's jungle bush while his mushroom head presses against me even tho i probably couldnt take it 🥵

if you think you fit what this autistic 18yo virgin is looking for, send it and i'll tell you exactly what i think 💕 i would love to try to draw my favorite ones ❤️ but i have to admit, I'm not so good at drawing hahaha so don't take offense

Hey i'm emily, 4'9" 87lbs and i have a problem where i get obsessed with things and right now it's big pink mushroom heads peeking through thick jungle hair 🥺 i'm a virgin (medical thing, my body won't let me take it yet) but i think about being tiny and smooth against a hairy girthy guy who has to be so careful with me while he grinds against my untouched body 🥵 i need someone patient who won't shave anything! i want hair on the shaft, balls, taint, everywhere, and that distinct helmet-shaped head with the darker rim that i can obsess over in my journal 📔 i love when guys are thick and veiny with tight balls and that v line and i fantasize about being marked by your wild hair while you press against me but can't enter 💜 if you're hairy everywhere and have the mushroom i'm looking for, send it and let me catalog you in my special interest collection ✍️💕

hey! so I'm Emily, I'm 18 and I have this thing where I photograph nature for hours but I'm too embarrassed to show anyone because I'm autistic and what if they think it's horrible? 📸🙈 but I love wild things, untamed things, things that grow naturally without being cut back or controlled...

which brings me to my actual point lol 🙃

I'm 4'9" (87lbs) and I have this medical thing, like my body literally won't let me have sex yet. so I'm a virgin but not the "saving myself" kind lol, more like the "my body is broken and im scared" kind

BUT I think about sex constantly which feels unfair lol 🤷‍♀️ and I have this very specific aesthetic preference that relates to my photography: I love hair 🌲🌲🌲 like proper wild jungle hair, not trimmed or shaved or "manscaped" (I hate that word lol). Deforestation is bad for the environment and also bad for dicks. I want to see hair on the shaft, on the balls, on the taint, everywhere. I want to feel like I'm exploring an actual forest, not a landscaped lawn 😤

I think about being tiny and smooth and being with someone hairy and masculine who would have to be so careful with me because I'm fragile 🥺 like he wants to take me but he knows my body won't let him, so he just grinds against me with that wild hair scratching my smooth skin, marking me without entering 🥵

what I'm looking for:

hairy everywhere (the jungle, not the garden 🌲)

thick girth (even though I probably can't take it, I want to see)

mushroom heads peeking through the foliage 🍄

patient, protective vibes (I need someone who won't ghost when they learn I'm broken)

someone who doesn't mind that I bullet journal obsessively and info-dump about my special interests ✍️📚

if you think you're wild enough for this autistic nature photographer to catalog in her mental journal... tell me about your natural habitat? 👀🌲

💜 purple is my favorite color btw, and I love spring because everything is blooming and growing and that's my aesthetic 🌸

hey so im emily, im 18 and autistic and i literally cannot stop thinking about dicks even tho im a virgin (medical reasons lol) 🥺 im tiny (4'9, 87lbs) and i have this thing for big pink mushroom heads and thick veiny shafts and guys who dont shave their pubes 🌲

im really specific about what i like so i thought i'd see if anyone here matches my weird criteria lol. i love when guys are girthy and have that v line and tight balls and hairy taints 🍒 i think about rubbing against a guy's jungle bush while his mushroom head presses against me even tho i probably couldnt take it 🥵

if you think you fit what this autistic 18yo virgin is looking for, send it and i'll tell you exactly what i think 💕 prefer dm first but idk how this works lol