u/lonertuna

(I haven’t seen my boyfriend in a while and I really miss him and our special 😏 time together and I figured I should write this appreciation post about him. The pic I uploaded is one I send my bf.)

I had not done penetrative sex before my boyfriend. I hold penetrative sex in a high position and I kept my v for as long as I could, waiting for the right person to gift it to.

He knows this very well and has respected it.

He sucks my tits like he’s a newborn. 😂 Sobrang gentle, halos yung tip lang mismo yung prine-press niya between his pink lips and tickles it with his tongue. Ocassionally he’d look at me with his puppy eyes, he looks so comfortable in my arms. Naiiyak ako every time he does it. Somehow it gives me a glimpse of breast feeding our future children together. 😂🥹

He fingers me better than any vibrator — and I mean it. I have deemed vibrators useless ever since he came to my life. Unlimited settings yung kaya ng kamay ng boyfriend ko. He really listens to my body and verbally communicates. Feeling ko nahipo niya na lahat ng pwedeng mahipo sa loob. Mas alam pa niya yung loob ng 🐱 ko kaysa sa sarili ko. He hits spots with certain ways that instantly make my eyes roll and I sigh. Sa sobrang sarap, gusto ko nang matulog agad. (I’m getting so wet while writing this right now.) Meron din siya ginagawa na as in yung daliri niya parang nagva-vibrate — legit. 😭 Hindi siya napapagod. Tapos yung mukha niya eager na eager to pleassure me. Ako na yung gumi-give up minsan. Gagawin niya, titigil muna siya. ‘Pag nakahinga na ako ng onti, gugulatin niya ‘ko and iva-vibrate niya ulit yung fingers niya. 😳 Sasabihin niya I have to finish, hindi lang dapat pagod.

My boyfriend eats me like I’m his last meal before his death sentence. But before he eats me, he studies my 🐱 first. He would spread it and just really appreciate it visually. I’d entertain him by doing close open close open with my hole. 🥹 He would see how wet I can naturally get just by the fact that he’s appreciating me. Matangos kasi ilong niya, so he tickles my clit with his beautiful nose. 😩 I always ask him kung hindi ba weird itsura, hindi ba weird amoy? Hindi daw talaga. He says I’m clean, smooth, and tight. 🥹

He never made me feel like I should give up my v. We maximized those things I allowed we can do and I’m very happy to have spent long doing so. Eventually in our relationship, I would allow him to rub my clit with his head. I didn’t know I could get this wet ever in my entire life. He’s so gentle and respectful. No mention of putting it inside ever while doing it. No playful jokes of putting it inside either. I never felt cornered nor pressured. He would verbally tell me how he’s honored that I’d even allow his dick and my 🐱 to touch. We would spend a long time just doing this. He’d say he loves me. I remember the first time we did that, I was shaking like crazy. Nervous siguro. He would wrap me with his blanket and hug me tightly. He’d tell me that it’s okay and that he keeps me safe. He does. 🥹 Tapos he lightly kisses my forehead.

One day, I finally decided to gift him my v and do penetrative sex. We were in my place. He was above me rubbing my clit with his head. We decided to let his dick move down just outside my hole and stay there. I was crazy wet, I probably wet my bed. I can feel that his head is round, warm, and big. His head was just there and we were just there too. I was holding his chest. Our foreheads were against each other and we were staring at each other. I’m not sure which came first: I thrusted my hips against his dick. I realized even more how truly wet I was because I can hear it every move of his dick against my 🐱His head was still outside. He thrusted his dick unto me. Still outside. It felt so good already. I probably forgot to breathe.

My boyfriend continued — very cautiously. Just outside, he would knock knock knock. Not going faster, not going harder. Just keeping the rhythm. Knock knock knock. I’m getting wetter each time. I hear my wetness everytime he thrusts and pulls away. He was just looking at me in the eyes with intent, overflowing respect.

Then… I thrusted my hips a little further towards him. I withdrew, and then thrusted again. My bf caught my attention and said it was dangerous. But I did not react. I continued. I thrusted my hips again not heeding to his warning.

I’m gifting it to him…

He pulled away. He asked me if I understand what’s happening. I paused for a while and nodded. He asked sternly “Are you sure?” I nodded. And he closed his eyes and nodded too.

He thrusted his dick in…

Slowly…

It was easy for him. I’m ready.

I felt my hole stretch. My eyes grew big. It did not hurt. It’s like finding the key for this lock and it just made sense.

Finally…

He’s inside me.

And he told me “I love you.”

I know it. Ramdam ko na mahal niya ‘ko… kahit sa pekpek ko.

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That’s all! Got so wet just writing this down. It had me thrusting the air. I miss him to much. 🥹 We’re gonna have sex on Wednesday. That totals to 32 days without sex and that is our second longest so far. We usually have sex every 3 weeks, but it’s always a whole day activity for us. He lasts for the whole day. ☺️

If you liked what you read, my boyfriend and I would appreciate comments!

To my boyfriend — I love you, my darling. You love me so gently and creatively. You protect me and take care of me. Excited for the day na tatakas tayo from our future kids so we can have quickies. 😉