I didn’t know where else to put this. But I’ve been using a metric fuck ton of stimulants lately. I really wish I wasn’t but it’s so hard to quit. I’ve had worse withdrawals from things like alcohol but the withdrawals from the prescription stimulants I abuse are enough to make it incredibly annoying. I get itchy all over and I get really paranoid whenever I don’t use stimulants. But I also sometimes get paranoid and tweak out when I do use too so like, it’s a lose-lose situation. I’ve been trying to use lesser drugs like weed and alcohol (here and there so as to not become dependent on it as I DO NOT want to go through DTs again) to replace it and then go off completely but nothing is working. Whenever I get my hands on more I keep using stimulants, and a lot of them at once.
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I’ve been using stimulants on and off since I was like 15 or so. I’d also combine these with other substances like alcohol, benzodiazepines, and other central nervous system depressants. Lately it’s been a lot of vyvanse and amphetamine salts. I sometimes go days without properly sleeping or eating. I dunno I find if I take doses that are lower it has little effect I just feel like I can function. So I end up taking massive doses just to get high. It’s lead to several accidental blackouts and/or seizures. But like I took a bunch today and it feels like my legs are going numb and I’m dizzy. It’s so weird like if you told me I was paralyzed I would believe you. I don’t know why I made this post I just felt like sharing my experiences. I’m trying
to stop again but it’s been really hard. I’m trying to just stick to lighter substances for now but I’m struggling at even that.