u/lostand_young

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I’m a straight guy. This happened a few years ago when I was living in a large West Coast city. I went out one night, a Wednesday, which was probably the wrong night to go out. The club was pretty quiet and I had a few drinks already was getting bored so I decided to just walk home. I lived about 2 miles from downtown.

On my way home is a big park, it’s pretty active in the evening with people hiding in the bushes that sort of stuff.

I’m not sure what possessed me but as I was walking by, I realized I was super horny and thought maybe I could just get a BJ. So I entered the park but it was pretty late around 2 AM and I didn’t really see anybody around. The park is really beautiful at night as it has fountains and you can see all of downtown from the top. So I’d say just to walk it off.

I was up looking at downtown when I kind of felt like someone was watching me. At this point, it was really dark and while there were lighted fountains, it was still difficult to see. Suddenly, from my right side came this guy who looked a little sketchy. He appeared a little younger than me but much taller with a lot more muscles. I really didn’t think anything of it because I don’t really think guys think of these things, but as he walked by, he called me a derogatory name for a gay guy.

I kind of chuckled and said hey, you have the wrong idea and out of nowhere he hit me in the face. I’m laying on the ground, not realizing that I was just hit as I was kind of in shock and he was on to me.

I’m still kind of drunk and I’m realizing that I’m probably in trouble but my head hurt and I couldn’t quite figure out what to do in that moment. The guy started mumbling and I couldn’t understand what he was saying, but I did feel him pulling my pants down and I was trying to figure out if he was robbing me or what.

So I’m laying on the grass, my pants down to my ankles, my shirt kind of up and out of nowhere I feel it. The searing pain that I’ve never felt before, and I realize that that moment what was happening. He had entered me with nothing, no lube no spit nothing.

I start making noises which he didn’t like and all of a sudden there’s a rag in my mouth and I taste blood coming from where he hit me.

As he’s going about doing what he came to do all these thoughts came across my mind when I’m staring at the city lights with 1 million people and there’s not one person here to help me.

At that moment, I just gave up and I stopped fighting. While I was in a lot of pain, I noticed that I had an erection and things stopped hurting as bad as they did earlier. I got really quiet and things started to feel better and I didn’t understand what was happening.

He starts to go faster and I hear him making a bunch of noises and I knew he just finished inside me. I lay there for a moment with him on top of me and I could smell the alcohol on his breath. He suddenly whispered in my ear that I was amazing and that he hopes we can do this again.

I realize at that moment that he was probably thinking I wanted this and that me sitting in this park at this hour of the morning was all my fault. I kind of just looked at him and he got up, got dressed and walked away.

I got myself up, pulled up my pants and started walking home. It was an interesting feeling because it hurt that I was super horny still. When I got home, I stumbled into my place took off my clothes and hopped in the shower and had the best jerk off session. I think I’ve ever had.

I go back to that park a lot now and I’ve gotten much better at being a bottom and I’ve even moved into giving blowjobs. Not sure if I’m still straight but man guys have a really good time together.