u/lovelessroad

i was doing good two times weekly-4 beers on that days. I stopped all of them drugs but that fucker alcohol is still there its always there. recently i been drinking and its like when i have money i just go and buy even tho everything is alright in my life right now. Idk why i do this but i dont wanna go back to the void again. Idk if its like some shit running on my background like my past memories past myself when i think abt it, it mskes me depressed i just dont know right now i had 9 beers today and its not looking good