u/lowkeycuri0us

tara usap incest stories / experience?

I’m a 22M/ Straight Curious / with GF (5years+).

In the past, I had incestuous experiences involving my uncle and cousin. [https://www.reddit.com/r/ConfessionsPH/s/OwXfkqXI7o\]

I’m interested in talking with others who have had incest experiences or kink about incest. I’d like to hear how it happened, how you felt about it at the time, and how you feel about it now.

Anyone with incest-related experiences willing to share their story? Let’s talk. 👀

I’m a 22M in a long-term relationship (5 years with my girlfriend) currently living together and curious about exploring new things sexually.

I’ve also had past incest experiences involving my uncle [Dad's brother] and first cousin.

Open to sharing and talking about experiences.

HMU 👀 TG: lmkwayd

Are there any straight-curious males here with an incest kink who have experience with a dad, uncle, or cousin? Let's talk, or let's talk about what turns you on 😄

hmu 👀 TG: lmkwayd

Idk, as a straight-curious guy who’s committed to my girlfriend right now, di ko alam bakit parang lumalala araw-araw urge ko mag-explore sa kapwa ko, like kissing, frotting, handjobs, or even oral. May same situation ba dito na committed but curious? Somehow may fascination/kink din ako around incestuous scenarios or experiences.

May taga Payatas Quezon City or nearby ba dito na pwedeng maging tropa or makausap about this?”

I’m 22M and in a long-term relationship with my girlfriend for more than 5y.

Recently I realized incest-related fantasies turn me on, and I’m wondering if anyone else here has experienced something similar in real life or developed those kinds of thoughts/fantasies, especially because I also had an experience in the past that I think may have influenced it. What was your experience, and how did it affect you mentally or emotionally? Curious to hear honest stories.

A bit of background before I share my experience: I’m 22/M, currently living in Metro Manila, and in a long-term relationship ( 5 Years + ) currently living in with my girlfriend whom I truly love. But for years, I’ve also been curious about men, and lately I’ve been thinking about exploring that side of myself or talking to someone who’s been in the same situation.

Here's the story: My uncle did something to me me when I was 14, and I ended up feeling confused because part of me liked it when it happened and after it happened.

I’ve never told anyone this before, not even my girlfriend. This happened back when I was staying with my family in the province, and looking back now, everything felt thrilling and confusing.

My parents had broken up, my dad had a new family, and my mom was far away in Manila. Because of this, nakikitira lang ako sa relatives. My grandparents, my uncle (my dad's brother), his wife, and their kid all lived in the house too. He worked as a construction worker in Manila and would come home on his days off.

One time, I asked my uncle (my dad's brother) for money for my school project while he was resting in bed. His wife was doing chores in the kitchen, and his kid was with my Lola in the living room. He was about to give me the 3 hundred pesos, but instead, he grabbed my hand and forced it inside his shorts and underwear. He intentionally made me touch his hard dick with the 3h while he just laughed. I was completely shook, grabbed the money, and ran away.

On the second night, we were all sleeping in the living room where my grandparents and I usually sleep while watching movies. His wife was already sleeping in their room. My uncle sat beside our bed and was also watching a movie at that time. Once my Lolo and Lola fell asleep, ginapang niya yung kamay niya sa hita ko dahan dahan, nung una pinipiga niya lang hita ko. Tinigasan ako because kinakabahan ako and medyo nalibugan ako kasi napaka-thrilling ng experience kasi tito ko siya, Hinand-job niya lang ako mga 15-20mins hanggang labasan ako. Pagkatapos nun, natulog na ako at bumalik na siya sa kwarto niya.

The third interaction happened a week later during his day off. One morning, nasa CR ako at naliligo nung may kumatok, it was my uncle, and sabi niya pa-ihi daw siya because hindi na niya mapigilang umihi. It was around 5am a.m. at nagpe-prep ako para sa Saturday class ko. Binuksan ko naman dahil iihi lang naman siya, at wala akong malisya since merong plastic na curtain sa bandang shower.

After niyang umihi, tinanong niya kung anong oras ang pasok ko. Sabi ko, "7:00 a.m. po to." He slid the shower curtain tapos nagulat ako kasi nakahubad ako. Natawa siya and tinanong niya ako nang pabulong kung nagustuhan ko ba 'yung ginawa niya last week, at napa-smile lang ako tapos yumuko ako.

Tapos lumapit siya, hinawakan niya yung malambot ko na burat, at tinitigan niya ako. I was in shock, hindi ko in-expect. Pagkahawak niya, kabang-kaba ako kasi baka mahuli kami at mapalayas ako. After niya ko titigan, dinilaan niya ang utong ko tapos kumuha siya ng conditioner at hinandjob niya ako ulit. Hinila niya ako sa toilet at pinaupo ako habang patuloy niya akong hinahandjob at dinidilaan ang utong ko.

Ako naman, nasasarapan talaga ako kasi sobrang thrilling tapos ang dulas. Nagjajakol din siya habang ginagawa niya 'yun sa akin hanggang sa nauna akong labasan, after nun pinasok niya na burat niya sa shorts niya tapos nag hugas siya kamay.

Then this thing happened twice again after the third interaction, before my mother took me to Manila a month later. It was purely handjobs. He once initiated for me to give him head or a handjob, but I said, "Eku talaga bisa to," which means "ayoko talaga to" in tagalog. The good thing about him was that he respected me and didn't force me.

After that experience, I got my first blowjob from my first cousin, who isn't gay. We were watching porn at the time, and I initiated for him to suck me, but that’s a different story.

(now, pag umuuwi ako sa pampanga and nakikita ko siya, parang malagkit titig niya sakin and minsan awkward ako pag nakikita ko siya kasi diko maisip na nagawa pala namin yun dati)

These experiences make me look back on what I am feeling right now. Currently, I’ve been living with my girlfriend for more than a year, and we’ve been together for over five years. The incestuous experiences I had before with a straight man, who happened to be my uncle (dad’s brother), make me want to experience that same situation again now just to explore and know how it feels to be intimate with a straight man with the same situation (committed with their girlfriend or wife).

If there's a straight man out there who I can talk to, or be friends with or willing to share their stories, who has the same situation, feelings, and desires, I'd really like to connect.

I’m 22 years old, originally from the province, and now living in Metro Manila. Growing up, I always felt a bit confused about my sexuality. I’ve always been attracted to women, but deep inside, I also felt curious about men.

Back in 2021, I met my current girlfriend. Our relationship has been on and off through the years, but despite everything, we stayed together. We’ve now been living together for almost a year, and honestly, I love her so much. I can genuinely see myself spending the rest of my life with her and even having kids someday.

The thing is, there’s something I’ve been struggling with privately.

I’ve only had two serious relationships in my life, my current girlfriend and one short relationship during a breakup we had in 2024. But even while being in love with my girlfriend, I sometimes catch myself wondering what it feels like to be touched by another man. Not because I don’t love her, but because the curiosity has always been there.

Sometimes during sex, random thoughts enter my mind, like imagining what it feels like to be with a straight guy, or wondering how men experience intimacy with women from their perspective. I know I’m not 100% straight with these thoughts, but I also don’t fully see myself as gay either. That’s what makes everything confusing for me.

Lately, the curiosity has been getting stronger. I keep thinking about wanting to experience being touched by a man or even touching one myself. I don’t really know why I feel this way, but it’s been stuck in my head for years.

Part of me wants to message some of my straight friends jokingly or flirt a little just to test the waters, but I’m scared it could backfire and somehow reach my girlfriend. I would never want to hurt or embarrass her.

So now I’m here asking:

Have any of you been in the same situation? How did you handle it?

And if there’s a straight guy here willing to give me an experience and explore things discreetly, maybe we can talk and see where the conversation goes.