Any thoughts if I should decline an invite from a previous ONS?
For context, I (F 33) met him (M 31) during our college days so around 22-23ish kami, he was a black guy studying in our province for a BS course. Hindi naman siya ang first Black experience ko, and honestly I was pretty satisfied with my first experience sa other guy. Thinking ko that time totoo talaga na once you go black you ain't coming back.
Fast forward, when we met, I was taller pa pala sa kanya so sabi ko okay lang, height doesn't matter. When we were making out and touched him maliit pala siya compared sa first black guy ko. Sorry for comparing. Na disappoint ako slight pero nasa performance naman kasi yon kaya go pa rin, he ate my pussy real good nalabasan nga ako once sa pagkain niya lang. Pero nung actual sex na, it was really disappointing I was doing everything. Tapos hindi talaga ako ma satisfy parang hindi nahihit ang gusto ko, then he came.
Psychological ba kaya di ako nasatisfy? Kasi kinocompare ko siya sa previous experience ko? After kasi that, nag reason na ako bakit ayaw ko ng round 2 and after that I've been declining his invites saying busy na with work.
Ngayon, he's messaging me again to meet kasi babalik na siya ulit sa province namin para makuha license niya. What do you all think? Should I give it another chance? And honestly medyo tigang tita ako now so I'm craving for it, I'm just scared na baka ma disappoint ako ulit.