u/lurkfivios

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \\\~\\\~laughing about it\\\~\\\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

As the title suggests I’m giving up and giving in. I have been in a vicious cycle. I make an account and say I’m going to be good but then within a week I’ve gooned my pussy like an addict falling into the most depraved spaces until eventually I’m encouraging a half dozen cocks to orgasm. Then I feel ashamed of the hours I’ve wasted on my needy cunt and delete my account, and over and over again. Well I’m done trying to be “good” I need someone to push me further, deeper and darker. Let me lay absolute waste to myself until I’ve got no brain laying in a puddle of my own juices with the sloppiest looking pussy ever.

Also, the biggest but also most embarrassing kink of mine is that I'm into female feet. Make of that what you want. Oh and the latest obsession is TS porn.

Hard Limits: scat, anything illegal, vomit.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \~\~laughing about it\~\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \~\~laughing about it\~\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \~\~laughing about it\~\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \~\~laughing about it\~\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and ~~laughing about it~~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and ~~laughing about it~~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and ~~laughing about it~~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and ~~laughing about it~~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and ~~laughing about it~~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

Being the daughter of a black American soldier and his German sweetheart always meant that I'm looking different from all the pale white girls and boys I went to class with, hung out with, etc.

It's true. We desire the exotic. The other. I never had issues pulling in dick, or, more to my liking, white pussy.

I discovered that I'm a lesbian fairly early, and that I'm a sadist even earlier. In hindsight, those were watershed revelations but back then, it didn't even elicit much of an "oh" or "eureka".

What did however, was 2020. By then I had moved to Berlin. 22 years old, going for a Master's degree. It was then that my second home went through BLM and what the media quickly dubbed "America's racial reckoning". Well, Berlin too had it's own version of that and I'm only slightly exaggerating when I say that some of it took place in my bedroom.

See, I'm no stranger to hookups and FWB and I love being dominant. But when a petite sweet blonde girl named Johanna sheepishly told me about how she's stumbled across something called "BNWO", I realized something about me that truly changed my life.

Soon to follow was a research rabbit hole which led to me becoming a professional dominatrix and humiliatrix at age 23, focusing on privileged spoiled white brats who turned their phony political convictions into a guilt-laden kink.

Since then I had plenty of German, American, Canadian, British, Dutch, Danish, Swedish, even Czech girls knocking on my door to serve a black Goddess. Services range from race play and humiliation to my favorite, complete submission and the destruction of their pathetic identities just to turn them into utterly broken pay pigs, unloading centuries of rage on their pale bodies and taking whatever I want from their bank accounts. You gotta love the woke urban elites.

I bet that spoke to you, didn't it? Little white SJW. It must have given that you're standing in front of my door, having just rung my bell.

So who are you? And why do you want to serve? This can be a loose chat or an actual RP.

To start us off, some insight into how I operate and a first task:

With most white girls I play with, I start off with a little word association game, to tease out their kinks and desires. It's simple: I give you a batch of words and you write down the first word that comes to mind for each of them.

Boots - cage - future - ebony - pale - whip - justice - power - extinction

PS: Pale blondes with blue eyes who wish they'd look like an ebony queen to the front.

Note: while I am an actual dominatrix irl, all references to findom are RP-only. I might drain your character's wallet but will never ask for money on here.

**There's a word hidden in this post. Mention it in your *initial* message to me or I ignore. This is necessary because 99% of the people on here do not read beyond the F4A tag.**

**Edit: *Just* sharing the passphrase alone is the same as a mere 'hi'. I still expect your initial message to halfway match my post effort-wise.**

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \~\~laughing about it\~\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), [the 'password' is "sphinx"] epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

Being the daughter of a black American soldier and his German sweetheart always meant that I'm looking different from all the pale white girls and boys I went to class with, hung out with, etc.

It's true. We desire the exotic. The other. I never had issues pulling in dick, or, more to my liking, white pussy.

I discovered that I'm a lesbian fairly early, and that I'm a sadist even earlier. In hindsight, those were watershed revelations but back then, it didn't even elicit much of an "oh" or "eureka".

What did however, was 2020. By then I had moved to Berlin. 22 years old, going for a Master's degree. It was then that my second home went through BLM and what the media quickly dubbed "America's racial reckoning". Well, Berlin too had it's own version of that and I'm only slightly exaggerating when I say that some of it took place in my bedroom.

See, I'm no stranger to hookups and FWB and I love being dominant. But when a petite sweet blonde girl named Johanna sheepishly told me about how she's stumbled across something called "BNWO", I realized something about me that truly changed my life.

Soon to follow was a research rabbit hole which led to me becoming a professional dominatrix and humiliatrix at age 23, focusing on privileged spoiled white brats who turned their phony political convictions into a guilt-laden kink.

Since then I had plenty of German, American, Canadian, British, Dutch, Danish, Swedish, even Czech girls knocking on my door to serve a black Goddess. Services range from race play and humiliation to my favorite, complete submission and the destruction of their pathetic identities just to turn them into utterly broken pay pigs, unloading centuries of rage on their pale bodies and taking whatever I want from their bank accounts. You gotta love the woke urban elites.

I bet that spoke to you, didn't it? Little white SJW. It must have given that you're standing in front of my door, having just rung my bell.

So who are you? And why do you want to serve? This can be a loose chat or an actual RP.

To start us off, some insight into how I operate and a first task:

With most white girls I play with, I start off with a little word association game, to tease out their kinks and desires. It's simple: I give you a batch of words and you write down the first word that comes to mind for each of them.

Boots - cage - future - ebony - pale - whip - justice - power - extinction

PS: Pale blondes with blue eyes who wish they'd look like an ebony queen to the front.

Note: while I am an actual dominatrix irl, all references to findom are RP-only. I might drain your character's wallet but will never ask for money on here.

**There's a word hidden in this post. Mention it in your *initial* message to me or I ignore. This is necessary because 99% of the people on here do not read beyond the F4A tag.**

**Edit: *Just* sharing the passphrase alone is the same as a mere 'hi'. I still expect your initial message to halfway match my post effort-wise.**

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \~\~laughing about it\~\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), [the 'password' is "sphinx"] epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

There's a word hidden in this post. Mention it in your initial message to me or I ignore. This is necessary because 99% of the people on here do not read beyond the F4A tag.

Edit: Just sharing the passphrase alone is the same as a mere 'hi'. I still expect your initial message to halfway match my post effort-wise.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and ~~laughing about it~~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), [the 'password' is "sphinx"] epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

**There's a word hidden in this post. Mention it in your *initial* message to me or I ignore. This is necessary because 99% of the people on here do not read beyond the F4A tag.**

**Edit: *Just* sharing the passphrase alone is the same as a mere 'hi'. I still expect your initial message to halfway match my post effort-wise.**

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \~\~laughing about it\~\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), [the 'password' is "sphinx"] epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

**There's a word hidden in this post. Mention it in your *initial* message to me or I ignore. This is necessary because 99% of the people on here do not read beyond the F4A tag.**

**Edit: *Just* sharing the passphrase alone is the same as a mere 'hi'. I still expect your initial message to halfway match my post effort-wise.**

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and \~\~laughing about it\~\~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), [the 'password' is "sphinx"] epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.

Edit: F4f means F4f. Guys 'playing' F won't cut it. Sorry. And I can tell.

I sit in a fairly well decorated office in an unassuming suburban house on the outskirts of this city. The type of house that is sometimes used by psychologists that have the privilege – or curse – of working from home. Now, I’m not a psychologist, but I’m more than fine with my neighbors believing I am. My background is in neurobiology and computer science, even though my adventures in academia almost feel like memories from a former life these days. I followed the advice of my advisor and got in and out as quickly as possible, scoring a PhD by the time I turned 30. That was four years ago. By the time I had turned 32, I decided to quit. Generating income as a freelance programmer (uhh, I meant independent consult or whatever bullshit business speak people use these days) seemed more lucrative and – ironically, or maybe not so ironically – actually freed up a lot of time for me to do the type of research I’m actually interested in. Fuck publish or perish.

Oh, and well, then there’s Mistress Kira. Well, actually that’s just how my clients call me. Not the computer people. My other clients. Though given some of the code I had to read, I’d fully believe it if some totally not p-hacked study came out with a massive correlation between computer science majors and masochism.

My clients are usually women. Most of them white college students or otherwise typical well-educated liberal city-dweller types. Living in a small college town has its perks. And with exams coming up soon, I already expect one or two strung out college students showing up any time soon.

As I get up from my chair, I move towards the kitchen to grab a cup of black tea as my reflection in the mirror catches my attention. A 5’2” tall woman, supposedly of German, English, and French heritage on my father’s side, and “Honduran” on my mother’s, aged 34, stares back at me. Dark black hair I wear in a pony tail, pale skin, prominent eyebrows above big dark eyes, two islands of blackness in a sea of pale skin. I don’t have to pretend to look pissed off when I’m in the dungeon. My natural Resting Bitch Face, essentially a social death sentence for so many women, has become my biggest asset. Always has been. From my goth/emo phase back in the day to getting rid of overly creepy admirers back in college by merely looking at them.

As I get my cup of tea, I return to my previous position behind the desk. As my eyes mindlessly scan the room, moving from ridiculously large neuroscience textbook hailed as the “Bible of neuroscience” to the works of David Hume, Sigmund Freud, and Immanuel Kant that all fill the bookshelf to my left. A couple of actual Bibles as well and some theology works running the gamut from humble Lutheran to pompous Orthodox. I really just placed them there because my actual study upstairs is choke full with books already and because I enjoy the kicks I get out of intimidating some of my clients a bit too much. Talk about all those OkCupid certified sapiosexuals.

My surely very mature monologue is interrupted by the doorbell ringing. “Ah right. Business.” I remind myself as I leave my musings behind and move to the front door. I open it, wearing a black rimmed glasses, black jeans, a grey turtleneck, and a black blazer. Again, anyone looking in would think you’re just seeing your shrink. Though I can assure you, my sessions are way more fun. My website states that I’m a dominatrix and humiliatrix. I focus on humiliation, BDSM more generally, verbal abuse (you love it when the posh polite girl starts cussing, don't you?), foot worship, race play, findom[1], or just your total humiliation and utter (self-) destruction at the hands of a and a lot more. My speciality is dubbed "total identity annihilation". I'm sure it sounds better in German or something, but my skills are rusty and I haven’t been in the Vaterland for a while. 2026 goals I suppose.

I put a lot of emphasis on realism. There will be a conversation between my character and yours to hash out what you want to get out of this session. I can assure you, I know how to make this sort of “foreplay” fun. I will warn you though, this will be a bit of a slow burn at first. I don’t do five minutes whipping sessions. I aim at 1-2 paragraphs per message.

[1] Obviously I will never ask for money or anything else outside of the scene. I will drain your character’s bank account, not yours.

There's a word hidden in this post. Mention it in your initial message to me or I ignore. This is necessary because 99% of the people on here do not read beyond the F4A tag.

Edit: Just sharing the passphrase alone is the same as a mere 'hi'. I still expect your initial message to halfway match my post effort-wise.

I’m looking for naughty, kinky, or maybe just casual conversations. I'm currently in a phase of my life where I'm slightly getting over the fact that I'm not getting the life I wanted and instead will look at all the missed opportunities along the way to see what can be ticked off a bucket list I didn't even know I had. So sexually, I'm definitely exploring now.

About me: PA born, TX raised, German mother + spent some time over there. Army brat. I can pass on a more argumentative prompt up for those that love arguing fwiw.

I have a range of interests, not all are sexual but I think there’s a bit of overlap between the two:

Random sexual/non-sexual things I like: BDSM, humiliation, nudity, TPE, more recently specifically bondage, stress positions, having to go on "timeout" naked in a corner, post-punk, alternative rock, post-hardcore, Sonic Youth, Fugazi, philosophy, metaphysics, politics (US, Europe; used to be "Old Left" increasingly politically homeless and up for grabs...), theology (I'm Christian and ~~laughing about it~~ it's important, to quote from one of those OKCupid questions; Lutheran by birth, heart steers towards Greek Orthodoxy, mind towards Anglicanism or Calvinism), [the 'password' is "sphinx"] epistemology, Lorde, chess, nature, reading, swimming. Actually I guess musically I'm somewhere between enjoying Lorde's and The Cure's love songs and just wanting to listen to almost amelodic screaming like Dillinger Escape Plan or some Architects songs. Though recently I've been listening to Treaty Oak Revival almost exclusively.

SW engineer (aka glorified project manager) by trade, Linux enthusiast by passion. Feel free to guess my distro/setup/whatever preferred programs and it's an instant response. Bonus points if you can finally sell me on BSD.

That aside, I got a dark sense of humor, "demure brat", fluent in sarcasm, I'm an open book and quite enjoy exposing my mind like that, so feel free to ask questions. I can't stress the brat part enough though. I love sex, I love violent sex, I love verbal sparring (that means teasing and arguing, not a bunch of insults hurled at me).

That said, I have little to no tolerance for low effort messages or messages that make it obvious that you haven't read my post at all. I also dislike boring people. Be interesting and we should have a good time.