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I am a 47 year old straight man. Since my 20’s I been using Molly on occasion. Maybe every 3 or 4 months for a night out. In that time, I have become much more open, self-aware, understanding and my inhibitions are much much lower. 

While rolling, my ex-wife and I would experiment with lots of different sexual play. One included her giving me light anal play. I found myself enjoying it very much. 

I began to wonder why is it enjoyable for gay bottom men? After some research and learning of the male 
P-spot I became very curious. I started to explore my own with my fingers, butt plugs and even vibrating dildos. It’s been pleasurable, but I haven’t been able to fully climax without some penis stimulation. 

I began questioning my sexuality. I wanted to explore more anal play with someone I can trust and connect with that has the right equipment or knows how to use toys in a safe and caring way. I definitely enjoy topping and wonder if I would like bottom as well. 

But one thing that I have learned though ,is I am not at all attracted to men. But I am attracted to trans women and very feminine looking men. I have only been able to explore this part of me on my own and in private. Not that I’m a shame. But the two times I have hinted to a girl I was seeing at the time that I wanted to be pegged or wanted anal play they did not respond well. 

So I’ve been left to continue to seek self pleasure. 

I just had to get this off my chest and finally kind of say it out loud. Thanks for reading. 

I am a 47 year old straight man. Since my 20’s I been using Molly on occasion. Maybe every 3 or 4 months for a night out. In that time, I have become much more open, self-aware, understanding and my inhibitions are much much lower. 

While rolling, my ex-wife and I would experiment with lots of different sexual play. One included her giving me light anal play. I found myself enjoying it very much. 

I began to wonder why is it enjoyable for gay bottom men? After some research and learning of the male 
P-spot I became very curious. I started to explore my own with my fingers, butt plugs and even vibrating dildos. It’s been pleasurable, but I haven’t been able to fully climax without some penis stimulation. 

I began questioning my sexuality. I wanted to explore more anal play with someone I can trust and connect with that has the right equipment or knows how to use toys in a safe and caring way. I definitely enjoy topping and wonder if I would like bottom as well. 

But one thing that I have learned though ,is I am not at all attracted to men. But I am attracted to trans women. I have only been able to explore this part of me on my own and in private. Not that I’m a shame. But the two times I have hinted to a girl I was seeing at the time that I wanted to be pegged or wanted anal play they did not respond well. 

So I’ve been left to continue to seek self pleasure. 

I just had to get this off my chest and finally kind of say it out loud. Thanks for reading.