Restoration and Porn Addiction
Hi all,
I am on a restoration journey like most of you. Alongside the time and discipline needed to accomplish our goal, I am facing another challenge that I think is relevant.
I am 30 and have had a very unhealthy relationship with masturbation and porn since my teens. Long story short: I am trying to break the habit, but breaking an addiction is hard. It's one that's hard to talk about as well. I don't have much sensitivity down there, and I think it's not only because of circumcision (but that was a major factor in me looking into restoration in the first place of course).
I think I'm realizing part of my restoration journey is in letting myself heal first so that I can restore better. I think frequent masturbation that has grown increasingly rough over the years keeps it in a state of "slightly damaged" at all times. It's probably not ready to grow new foreskin at all, it has to worry about fixing the tissue that's already there.
I'm wondering if any of you can relate or have advice? I think I just need to hear some guidance. Thank you