Hello Sirs, Masters and superiors. I'm a 39yo newbie from the EU and I'm looking for a kinky rough master. In RL only very few people know I'm gay and those who don't know would never guess. I don't have very much experience with all of this but I'm not getting younger and I feel I'm missing out and never gave in to those submissive fantasies I have. In those fantasies I'm almost limitless, except for scat and other extremely nasty things. But other than that I'm probably interested and want to explore. Things that I'm really interested in, among others I won't mention here, are: Humiliation, degradation, cbt, anal play, public, blackmail/exposure and maybe light feminization (very humiliating to me as I always tried to be as manly/masculine as possible). I only have little experience in those things, but I really wonder what it might be like to be a brainless ruined piece of meat with all holes free for anyone to use at will. But that might be a long way so I'm only interested in long term only. Ideally there would be someone to show me what I really am (I don't know for myself yet what I'm capable of) and "forces" me deeper and deeper into that rabbit hole. You should have some patience with me but also be ruthless and demanding and you should never be too nice. I'm not looking for a switch, I want a real Dom who can handle me and wants to put the effort in. I enter our endeavour as a normal shy dude and some time later, I come out of it as an exposed whore always ready to be used by mean perverts/strangers. Would you like to mold me into your perfect toy?
Feel free to DM if you think I could be of use to you.