u/meowmeoww__

I am an 19 year old sissy and had a dom whom I trusted with my life and now I am fucked up ig.

We had been talking for more than a year on and off, many times I ghosted him him due to my sissy purging habits but still whenever I came back he never angered on me and still was okay with that. This time I was fed up with my purging and was kinda sure that I wanna continue being a full time sissy so I started sending him my face pics too as I was sure to be with him forever, later on when I was really really horny and kinda mindless he ordered me to share some contacts of friends which I instantly shared without hesitation cause obviously I was so horny and dumb to think anything 😭😭🫠

So for a whole I was very sick like really sick so I couldn't message him and now I got back to him and he's kinda upset and asked me my insta I'd credentials as a punishment.

He is saying I have to do it or else he will expose me cause he has my explicit pics that too with face😭😭 and even the contacts of my close friends..

I don't know if it's true or not but he was saying if I had been one more day late then he would have sent my sissy pics to my friends as a punishment to which I am really fucking scared....

I am really feeling like a dumb bitch now and don't know what to do😔 and how to get out of the situation

So I am 19 year old sissy and looking for a master who can own me up for long term and control me in whatever way he wants.

I found a person whose interested and we have been talking for a very very long time and previously it was casual but now I am thinking to go serious with him.

I trust him and have shared almost all my details like my original identity along with my friends contacts so he can control me.

But the thing is he constantly asks me for my mom's and my gf's pics even after telling him I am not interested showing that to him, I have told him that I don't like all this but still he asks me for them after 2-3 days. I am fed up with this behaviour of him and confused if I should consider him or not....