Stupid question... Is cuckolding a thing in the gay community?
So, I was married to a wife. We used to be swingers, but I was mostly into cuckolding, not that she liked the term, and into chastity.
We got separated, and well, long story short, 10 years later, I gave up on women, and I have a boyfriend now, who keeps me in chastity like I love to and who basically treats me like I am into free use. Awesome!
But I still miss the cuckolding. It's basically one of the rare things I don't have in my life. Sure, when I do oral sex, it's not the same, but hey, I am not complaining anymore.
Anyway, my point is, my boyfriend says that cuckolding with my wife and with him are entirely different.
When she was having sex with others, it was all about her receiving pleasure from others in ways that my chastity was blocking me.
To him, the idea of having my wife being fucked by another man was exciting; she was TAKEN.
But my boyfriend is a top, so he still has anal sex with me, and with other guys he would also have anal sex.
It's not about the feeling of inadequacy.
He admits that he wasn't such a top; perhaps he could cuckold me as a bottom, but it's not his bag of tea.
We've done threesomes, and indeed, it didn't feel the same.
Does anyone have an idea of how to get that emotional high of when my now late wife was being taken by another man?
Because my boyfriend and I are out of ideas.