Mental health and wanting to do drugs
Hi there I’m a female in my 20s, and I am bipolar. I think that has something to do with it as I think I’m in an episode right now (feeling manic but also a bit depressed so it’s mixed)
Well recently I was watching a tv show with heavy drug use in it. It wasn’t glorified and ended horribly but it got me absolutely star struck in my head seeing the “good” parts.
I’ve never done anything except smoke weed and drink alcohol.
I’m planning on doing shrooms with a friend first. But I have strong impulses to try other things. I’m not sure how to fight it and I keep reaching a breaking point where I’m like so stuck on it and am almost really thinking about trying to figure something out.
Does anybody relate and what would you do in this situation? I’m struggling