[F4M] Former Feminist Can No Longer Deny The Existence of Alpha Males
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I'd like to play a 20 year old Gen Z girl who has harbored a lot of strong liberal feminist beliefs, but is starting to recognize certain facts based on the "red pilled manosphere"
Her name is Kaylee, and here's a bit of what she's writing lately in her diary.
Lately it's just... getting harder and harder for me to deny certain truths of the world. Like- the world isn't all fun and games and equality and warm happy fuzzies. It's more just like... a brutal competition for resources and status. The law of the jungle- There are winners and there are losers. You just can't fight Darwin's laws, biology, and instincts.
And I feel like I try to use logic as a feminist, but my logical analysis keeps showing me that well... much as I want to to deny it, Alpha Males seem to really exist. High status men who occupy the top of the food chain.
These men are charismatic, highly confident, both in their bodies and in their social interactions. They always come out on top. They get exactly what they want. Deny it all we want- the Alpha Males are in charge.
But what does that mean for me as a woman? Like... if I accept that fact.... Then fighting for "equality" means fighting to compete with Alpha Males. That's a competition we will always lose- its just biology. We're not as smart as Alpha Males. We just don't have that innate confidence. They will always run circles around us. Alpha Males are superior.
And once I accept this, it becomes harder to justify any behavior other than becoming appealing to Alpha Males. It's... a big change in priorities! It means dressing different, behaving different, swallowing your pride...
It's so hard and confusing working this all out on my own- I wish there was someone I could talk to who coulr help!