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I wanna try psilocybine (picking the mushrooms myself) but I'm scared of

1. tripping really bad, getting feelings of intense despair or anxiety
2. Tripping really bad and getting like audiovisual psychosis (I've never had that before)
3. Having a good trip but falling into mania after

So I have olanzapine and seroquel if anything goes wrong. I'm planning to have a blindfold and listen to some playlist, as they do in therapeutic settings. I'm doing this to overcome my social anxiety.

I just wanna be as much on the safe side as possible. Is there anything I should think of? I've tried weed a lot but it makes me anxious. I've never tried mushrooms, only microdosed lsd and it was chill but cried a lot. I'm just afraid of getting intense anxiety and panic, feeling out of control.