My first time was at central park, the trail nearest to the skytrain. I was super nervous, 18 little experience. It helped that the guy was around the same age, (back when Craigslist used to be the goat for these type of posts) the posting listed: must be clean, open minded to set rules of the fantasy. No talking when meet up, no lies or cap in stats, safe word and knowing of clothing. (There are new rules now). We instantly locked eyes, knew exactly what we both wanted that day, through the emails we sent. He followed me; as I flaunted my nervousness by flashing him my lower half, locking eyes when he got close enough, while mildly tugging or handling his hand erected lump in his joggers. To make a story short; when I figured it was far enough, on my knees. He made me crawl to him, a well good 20 min bj session.. that led him into me for another 20... first time, and I was so loud. Maybe in hopes to be watched.. I suppose ive been chasing that lustfulllness ever since. To take the trip back home, with seed in me.. shivers. Dm: to trade stories? Share fantasies? Maybe even plan something near commercial drive or farther depending on the relations..