u/new-but-curious

Ive been into sissification on my own for a long time. Any partner ive been with hasn't liked it my most recent one tried it but also didnt like it. So ive found myself living just a completely normal life im now 27 and unsure... do FLR or sissy relationships actually exist where the kink is worked on either full time or even part time. Im just scared that im not going to get to actually experience this in my life and will have to just settle to not have my own needs met. If anyone has any answers feel free to chat away lol