Desperately looking for someone I lost contact with
I’m posting this with a small but real hope that it finds you.
Last year, around late May to early June, you messaged me after noticing my posts in this sub. My old username was very similar to this one (I had to make a new account because I was locked out of my old one). You were in California, I was in Ireland, and despite the brutal time difference you made space for me while you were in the middle of moving into a new apartment. We clicked instantly.
Our conversations dove deep into Dom/sub dynamics, edging, denial, and all the kinks that came with them. You brought out a submissive side of me I never knew existed, and you changed me for the better. I still feel the effects of that every single day.
We video called while you worked on your new place. I’d show you my cock at every stage, soft, filling, throbbing, leaking, then slowly softening again, exactly as you wanted. You told me about your life and I opened up in ways I rarely do. The connection felt real and deep.
At the time I was on a long denial streak and about to leave for work, so I knew I’d be offline for a while. The night before I had to go, you gave me permission to cum. You guided me through it on a video call with calm, precise instructions. It was the most intense, perfect orgasm of my life.
Then real life pulled us apart. I lost access to that old account and we fell out of contact. But I have never stopped thinking about you.
If you’re reading this and you know who you are, the woman who controlled my pleasure from across the ocean, please reach out. Even a single message would mean everything.
I’m here. Still yours in the ways that matter.
Thank you for unlocking that part of me. I hope this finds you.