u/nidhis69

I’ve been keeping a private journal rating my fuck buddies and exes based on performance, pleasure, stamina, and overall vibe. Figured I’d share the unfiltered version here because why not. This is 100% real, no sugarcoating. Ranked from best to “it was okay I guess.” The names are not necessarily their official names-- some are their nicknames/pet names or names only some know them by.

Here’s the explicit breakdown:

1. Tavish (Ex → ongoing FWB) – 9.5/10 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

God-tier stamina and raw strength. This man fucks like a machine — he can go for hours in any position without breaking a sweat. My absolute favorite with him is prone bone (me flat on my stomach, him pinning me down with his weight). The way he drives deep while gripping my hips or hair is insane. He taught me how addictive rough, animalistic sex can be — choking, spanking, being completely manhandled. The only downside is he’s a cheating, emotionally unavailable asshole, but the dick is worth it for now.

2. Akhil (Current Boyfriend) – 9/10 🔥🔥🔥🔥

He is big dick energy for real. He starts in full beast mode — loves doggy and missionary with my legs over his shoulders where he can pound deep. He’s got great power but sometimes switches to low stamina and finishes early. The older guy magic hits different though — amazing tender aftercare with massages and cuddles after he wrecks me. He taught me the difference between “just fucking” and passionate, connected sex with real chemistry.

3. Tom (FWB) – 8.5/10 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Endless enthusiasm and always ready to go, especially in risky/public spots. Average size but makes up for it with pure energy. Favorite position with him is cowgirl — I ride him hard while he grabs my tits and talks dirty. He taught me how fun spontaneous, high-energy sex can be. We’ve fucked in cars, stairwells, you name it. The boy does not get tired.

4. Rahul (FWB) – 8/10 🔥🔥🔥

Flexible yoga god. This man’s body control is next level — he can bend and hold positions most guys can’t dream of. My favorite is lotus or any deep, twisted variation where he’s inside me while folded up. Amazing for hitting new angles. He taught me advanced positions and flexibility during sex. Huge red flag though — he’s engaged. Whatever.

5. Faizy (Ex) – 7.5/10 🔥🔥🔥

Good-looking cock and filthy dirty talker. He knew how to use his words while fucking me. Loved standing doggy against a wall or mirror so I could watch. He taught me the power of verbal degradation and dirty talk — got me way wetter than I expected. But he was too controlling and jealous with aggressive fingers that sometimes crossed the line.

6. Vinay (FWB) – 7/10 🔥🔥

Starts shy but flips into nasty animal mode once he’s comfortable. Favorite is spooning that turns rough — he grabs my throat from behind and goes hard. He taught me that quiet guys can surprise you once you unlock them. Still needs more skill overall but he’s a good guy and eager to learn.

7. P (Ex) – 6.5/10 🔥🔥

Too controlling and conservative in bed, missed on size and overall skill. But he was good with his fingers — could make me cream. Favorite position was missionary with lots of clitoral play. He taught me the importance of finger work and foreplay even if the rest was mid. We stayed good friends after.

8. M (Ex, my first) – 6/10 ❤️❤️❤️

Classic first love. Great tongue game — he could eat me out for ages. Everything else was pretty basic. We mostly did vanilla missionary and cowgirl. He taught me the basics of pleasure and what my body likes. Sweet memories but the sex improved massively after him.

Overall, Tavish still takes the crown for pure fucking ability. Akhil is close because of the emotional + physical combo. Size, stamina, creativity, and enthusiasm matter way more than people admit.

What’s your ranking style look like? Anyone else rate their hookups like this? 😈

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I'm Nidhi and I live with my boyfriend, who is around 12 years older to me. How did we meet and begin dating is a different story. He is 36 and someone who is really sweet and kind. And quite good in bed too. That's how we decided to be in relationship.

Last week was Father's Day and this is an account on how we celebrated it.

I started the day by cooking my boyfriend some waffles (packaged) and eggs and coffee. But I made it better. I wore just an apron to serve him his breakfast in bed.

Now, full disclosure, I do not ever call him 'daddy'. But that day I changed it a bit. He was evidently surprised. I wished him Father's Day much to his surprise and then proceeded to call him 'daddy' .

Before we knew it, right after breakfast, I spread my legs for him to eat his fruits from my pussy. He lapped it up. And I got to my knees and sucked him off. He came a lot. I was a little disappointed that he came so early. I swallowed it whole.

But 15 minuutes later the man got really aroused. I was dirty talking with him all the while and he was ploughing my pussy in spread eagle, I said 'fuck me, daddy. Fuck your little bitch'. The man who is usually in his senses lost it and began to rail me. Like an animal. And I kept saying 'yes, daddy, fuck me, fuck me, fuck me!'

That did the trick. He came in me. Flooding my womb with his cum. It was my fertile time. I would have usually let him cum in me and then quickly get up to clean but today, I decided to be extra slutty.

I clenched my pussy around his cock and wrapped my legs around him. 'Give me all of your cum, daddy. Impregnate me'. In that instant, he grunted with a grin and began to fuck me still as he came, pushing his warm cum deep in me. I kept smiling as he fucked-- smiling with that sly edge.

He creampied me. It wasn't the first time he did it. But it was the first time I did not let his cock slip out until it was flaccid and let the cum drip.

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I am from India and I was never a bad girl. The word that Indian men and women use for girls who spread their legs for men and who brush their knees sucking a thick cock. A bad girl.

In fact, I used to think of myself as a goodest girl there is. I know the word doesn't exist. I coined it. Shhh now. But then one day, in mt college days, when I was a fresher, the goodest girl got drunk and the guy took her to his car and made her suck his cock. It was the first time she had a cock in her mouth. She was no virgin. But she hadn't sucked a cock. Until that night.

I remember that night vividly. I was drunk but the scenes have been etched in me. In my drunken daze I had become a submissive kitten ready to please him however he wanted. He was my college senior. And he pushed my head to his cock. It was thick and long and pulsing. I sucked him like the way pornstars do. He moaned. He never knew it was my first time so he asked me if I could take it all in.

If? If Nidhi could? Please! I'm Nidhi and I can do anything. I wouldn't let him doubt my abilities and he was my dom for the night so I took it in, gagged, spat, gagged again, coughed, gagged, used my tongue, gagged more. The guy taking pity on me told me it's okay.

But I was adamant. I got comfortable on my knees, spat on his cock, sucked his balls, and rimmed him before I took it again. It took me many attempts and time but I finally took it in. I was proud and he held my head and said, 'Good girl, Nidhi...good girl'. I gagged. And I coughed. And I went again to make him say it.

This time he said 'filthy slut Nidhi...filthy slut...such a bad girl...' And I got wet. I nodded. And he face fucked me and make me swallow it all.

It was my first time tasting cum and I loved it. I licked his cock clean and swallowed every drop of it. That is how I got the nick name: cumwhore.

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I'm from India and this happened last year when I was fresh out of my fashion school and was interning in a company.

I was all bright eyed and curious little cat who would never say no to anyone, and that along with my cheerful nature won the hearts of my colleagues. Also, I may have omited an important information-- I was also a cock tease. There is pretty girl benefits and then there is cock-tease benefits. I have them both.

My incharge was a married man in his early 50s. And I respected him a lot. He was the kind of person I knew I'd look up to. A few months later, I'd look up at him...but this time it'd he literally. Sucking his cock. Looking up. We are getting ahead of ourselves.

So, I learnt later that he isn't all that loyal. That he is a serial cheater. And that he has his eyes on me. That should have made me cautious around him-- I was dating someone back then. But I didn't. His interaction with me became more and more informal and soon enough he began commenting on my looks, the shape of my bust, my bubble butt...and before I knew it he was telling me how much he wanted to fuck me.

And I kept at it, egging him on, until one day, when I was leaving office late, he offered to drop me home. I accepted. In the car, our sexual tension rose and in a few minutes I was sucking his cock as he drove the car through highway. I sucked his cock like a slut and swallowed it all. The next day, in office, again, in the pretext of meeting I was on my knees sucking his cock, gagging, and being a sloppy slut, and took it to my face. It became a routine until I got my appointment (a PPO package, which is equivalent of receiving job offer instead of internship).

I realized that I was cockwhore. From studying fashion to being a whore.

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I'm from India and this happened last year when I was fresh out of my fashion school and was interning in a company.

I was all bright eyed and curious little cat who would never say no to anyone, and that along with my cheerful nature won the hearts of my colleagues. Also, I may have omited an important information-- I was also a cock tease. There is pretty girl benefits and then there is cock-tease benefits. I have them both.

My incharge was a married man in his early 50s. And I respected him a lot. He was the kind of person I knew I'd look up to. A few months later, I'd look up at him...but this time it'd he literally. Sucking his cock. Looking up. We are getting ahead of ourselves.

So, I learnt later that he isn't all that loyal. That he is a serial cheater. And that he has his eyes on me. That should have made me cautious around him-- I was dating someone back then. But I didn't. His interaction with me became more and more informal and soon enough he began commenting on my looks, the shape of my bust, my bubble butt...and before I knew it he was telling me how much he wanted to fuck me.

And I kept at it, egging him on, until one day, when I was leaving office late, he offered to drop me home. I accepted. In the car, our sexual tension rose and in a few minutes I was sucking his cock as he drove the car through highway. I sucked his cock like a slut and swallowed it all. The next day, in office, again, in the pretext of meeting I was on my knees sucking his cock, gagging, and being a sloppy slut, and took it to my face. It became a routine until I got my appointment (a PPO package, which is equivalent of receiving job offer instead of internship).

I realized that I was cockwhore. From studying fashion to being a whore.

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I am from India-- to be really specific, from a little city in the south of India.

While my upbringing was seemingly conservative, it was one that was not too orthodox either. I was already sexually active by the time I hit college. So, it wasn't such a taboo topic for me but to see my parents in that way, now that wasn't in my bucket list.

My relationship with dad was always strained. I love him but also never have too much respect for him. My mom, on the other hand, was my friend. So, that afternoon when I saw them fuck like wild animals something in me changed.

It was a summer afternoon and they hadn't known that I came home early. And I didn't know that they are savages when in heat. I saw my dad, naked, pounding away my mom's fat arse, grunting and spanking her. I was transfixed at the way his cock plunged in her pussy and how balls slapped her arse.

I should have been traumatised but I was wet. I watched my parents, ever so normal, now being wanton and perverse as she moaned dirty things while he hissed at her, calling her words that made her look like a slut. And she was enjoying it.