Caught GF cheating and it’s been a turn on ever since

Like the title says, I caught my then GF of 5 years cheating on me. She did the typical working late/going out with friends on the weekends thing. One night she didn’t come home until noon the next day, so I snooped through her phone and saw all the dirty deeds and texts. It was shocking and very crushing but I couldn’t help but get super turned on. It’s been a kink of mine ever since and I still think about it a lot to the point I kinda hope my now wife cheats.

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u/nihilistbleu — 9 days ago