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I already had a rule of not getting intimate with someone I am not officially dating.... I broke my own rule for him for literally nothing

It started as a playful thing, one day we were hanging out together and he was getting quite romantic, I told him I dont want to have sex until we were officially together and he was like "what about blowjob? itna toh chalta hai" and all that

I knew blowjob is still sexual even though we are not having sex... but my pussy overtook my brain and I gave him a blowjob. I am not even a big fan on bj but I still did it to impress him, and I gave him a nice bj, using my tongue, and licking him all over, even swallowed him.

After that, he asked me few times and every time I gave it to him, one time even in car in middle of road... yes, I literally sucked his dick while we were in car in middle on road...

And yet, he went for other girl 😭😭😭 I am feeling so stupid rn

She started this conversation out of nowhere when it was just her and I in house... She was saying usual things like "ghar ka naam" "log kya kahenge" "kisi ko pata chal gaya toh kya hoga" "tumhe ghar ki fhikar hai bhi yaa nahi"...

I was very embarrassed and scared so I was just like "ji mummy ji" "aisa kuch nahi hai mummy ji" "haan ji mummy" "sorry mummy ji"

That day when my husband come back home from his office, I told him everything and after having a serious discussion we decided to get a new place. Surprisingly after my mother in law got to know about our decision she was not sad or angry at all, in fact she said "yehi theek rahega, tum dono ko jo karna hai kahi aur he kar lo"

I cant explain in words here, how embarrassing it feels to have your mother in law know about such thing.

Actually wife and I are couple swapping with one of our friend couple and one day he was at our apartment and as usually he was very touchy with my wife and our maid saw this.... she was like "us admi ne memsaab ke kamar pe haath rakha tha aur gaal pe bhi kiss kiya tha, maine sab dekha dusre waale room mai se"

I just brushed it off saying "I will look into in, no problem" seeing my cold dry reaction she was shocked, she just kept repeating "usne gaal pe kiss kiya" and all that. At this point I was worried about maid telling it to someone else and this thing becoming a gossip.

But after few minute of talking maid got to know we are into swapping, fortunately she was well aware of what wife swapping is so I was saved the drama of explaining it to her. I gave her a decent bonus to keep it a secret and it was fine.

There's a small warehouse near my house and in 2023 I hooked up with one worker there, we literally used to fuck in warehouse itself but soon the owner hired more workers and eventually we stopped hooking.

Today, the dark side of me wants to hook up again, I even called him this morning and told him to wait after other people go. I don't know if we will end up having sex or just talking and flirting but yeah I am meeting him today after work.

Edit: I will update this post and share how it started in 2023 later. I am getting ready to meet him now.

Edit: Never mind, our plan got cancelled as he was busy.