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[F4M] A Gateway Drug
You approached me at a local bar, when i was out with my girlfriend. We went to the same college but we didnt really recognise each other, but it didnt stop you walking over, making some comment about how i should hit you up when "this little phase" is over, and you grabbed my ass as you left. Obviously i got upset, mad, but i got unusually so, my girlfriend couldnt seem to calm me down really, i stayed worked up about it for the night. I dont know why, it just stuck with me, echoed in my head, so when i realised youd slipped your number in my pocket, i had to confront you.
I was over in your apartment, on my knees, sucking your dick. I still look angry, but...its sexual frustration, or some weird trauma response, i dont really know, my heads fuzzy as i try to justify it to myself, i dont really know why im doing it, but it makes me feel a unique sort of release. Its fine, itll just be this once.
We keep texting, it wasnt just once, i start finding myself sneaking over to you frequently, it gets hard to focus on time alone with my girlfriend. You bring up other girls you like, what you find hot, and i find myself wanting to change more and more about my own looks, just little things, but...
Eventually you start pushing it, too, little requests, things id never do rationally, but i seem to crave your attention more and more. You ask to start going out a little, acting like we're dating even though if anyone saw me like that id be ruined. You ask for me to get lingerie, my girlfriend notices the wardrobe change but i dont ever seem to wear it around her. You say something to me and my girlfriend again and my response is to make out with her, you see that on the internet all the time, its a way to own homophobes right? hopefully no one notices how my eyes dart over for your approval.
You invite me to a party, with your typical clique, a bunch of rowsy misogynist guys getting drunk, the only other girls desperate for their approval. Far from my kind of scene, so of course i'll have to dress up more like the other girls, so i dont get recognised, right? When i go, everyone seems to pay unique attention to me, like they already knew id be there, know exactly who i am, but for some reason their attention is intoxicating, maybe its not just one exeption...
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Hi! this is my premise for an orientation play rp idea id like to do :> Id like the start around when they first meet up, and roleplay the escalation my character goes through from reluctantly indulging in a weird craving to not being able to consider herself a lesbian anymore. Theres an outline in the post, but thats more for getting some ideas down, id love to see what your specific ideas for how you'd guide me down that transformation. i also have some other posts in the same vein on my account if you like the idea of orientation play but dont like this one specifically :>