First time had a gay experience and...
so i have been straight whole my life, i am 22 years old white boy, had a few relationships in the past but always wanted to have a gay experience...
SO i went to grindr and match with this 25yr old black man, we chatted and i told him about my experience that i want it to be gentle.
so after a week of chatting we met at a hotel, i was so nervous that my legs were shaking, he started gentle and i thought i can take it, i was even enjoying but after few mins idk what happened to the guy, he lost control, closed my mouth with one hand , pushed my head down in the mattress and started humping like crazy.. he made a video and i get scared when i see it
i was litrelly crying , when he finished i confronted him and he started apologizing, i am done now, never gonna try this sh*t again