u/peachhbumm

For a long time I've enjoyed butt stuff with myself, i probably bought my first dildo about 10 years ago after deciding I'd shoved enough random stuff up there. I ended up breaking that one from riding it too hard.

Over the last few years, I've put aside a lot of the internalised embarrassment i held for doing this, realising it's actually totally fine and i enjoy it so why not. So i started investing in more, bigger toys.

At some point, i got the bright idea to film myself and take pictures so i could see what it looked like from behind. Surprise surprise it looked so hot and turned me on even more.

I don't know when, but I stumbled upon gonewild subreddits at some point. Specifically gay ones, and ones for men posting toy play etc. at first very nervously, i posted pics of myself on a dildo, which turned into gifs and videos. I uploaded to redgifs so people could hear me moan. At this point, I've had thousands upon thousands of views of me riding my dildo and moaning and cumming. It makes me horny just thinking about it.

One of my favourites was when i wrote 'slut' on my own ass with a marker and wore a buttplug.

But, not even this was enough, so i started seeking out like-minded men online, even joining a group masturbation chat. I have now ridden my dildo live on video call and cum for strangers numerous times.

All this makes me feel like such a little slut and i love it.

So my friend, let's call him Josh, is gay. He's been out since school where we are friends from and I've always heard him talk about boyfriends/one night stands and so on. He's pretty outgoing so he's got a lot of sexual experiences which he's told me about like fucking in bar bathrooms and sucking people off from grindr.

Recently (last few years) I've started becoming curious about my sexuality and having fantasies about doing stuff with guys, but because I've never actually been attracted to a guy ive not done anything about it. But it's safe to say that i like cock ahaha.

So anyway, my friends and i were all hanging out at Josh's house just drinking and stuff until fairly late. We were all sleeping over but i ended up in Josh's room on the floor since that was the only place left to sleep. We were chatting for a bit and it came up that he'd been circumcised. Since i was a bit tipsy i asked him if i could see what it looked like. So he got out of bed and sat on the edge. He pulled out his cock which was rock hard and so big. I asked him if i could touch it and he said yeah so I started feeling and tickling it. Almost straight away i just put it in my mouth and started licking and sucking his cock.

He said something like 'i had a feeling that's why you asked to see it'. I just kept going, sucking his cock which he said felt so good. Eventually he came in my mouth and i swallowed. After that he sucked me off which felt amazing and he made me cum.

I've not had another experience with a guy since then but the whole thing makes me feel so slutty and turns me on so much. Now i just kinda wanna suck cock again lol

I spent this whole afternoon riding a big dildo deep into my ass like a good little whore. I want to be called a slut or whore for it.