Alright, so, not really as much of a horny post as I would like to be making, but I wasn't sure where else to go.
I (20F) have been having some general relationship issues with my partner (20, soon to be 21FTM). It's gotten kinda bad, actually. We've been fighting on and off for a little over a week now and last night it got so bad that I had to return home from our apartment in my college town.
I thought maybe masturbating and having some "me time" would help, but given that my partner is the only one I've had sex with (which is almost always amazing), I'm having a hard time not associating sex or anything sex-related with him and every time I start looking at porn or trying to start masturbating I just think about him and our fights and lose the mood.
Anyone have any thoughts or ideas about how to stop associating my partner with my own masturbation?
If you read this far, thank you so much!