u/phantom_teemo

i honestly think i got addicted to tension more than anything else 😭

not even normal flirting either. i like jealousy. attention. people pretending they’re calm while obviously overthinking every little thing later that night. i notice it way too easily too… the faster replies, the mood changes, the random possessiveness slipping out when somebody starts caring too much.

and honestly the whole feeemdom side of me completely took over at this point 😭

jealous cuccks, needy sisssies, late night gooooning, virrgins secretly wanting nonstop attention, random pegggging thoughts… all of it gets in my head way more than normal dating ever could.

even stuff like SPH and ball busting honestly stopped feeling “extreme” to me after awhile because now my brain automatically connects it with teasing, obsession, attention, and people secretly wanting somebody else to completely take over while they pretend they’re still in control 😭

most nights it’s just low music, dark rooms, random thoughts, and me disappearing into all of it while everybody else pretends they aren’t thinking about the exact same things too