i ended up taking 23 of my 40mg Vyvanse pills. that's 920mg over the course of 3ish days.
is it completely over for me. like how much damage am i doing to my body rn??
edit: ok i am literally sweating even tho my room has AC and the AC says 65
i ran through half my script in days :((
it's so hard to stop because why wouldnt i want to feel like this all the time? there's always stuff to do, things to take care of.
if only i had an HP bar and could actually see if i've accrued damage, so i can stop when absolutely necessary.
i dont even remember, off the top of my head, how many days my most recent binge lasted lol. days, with like an hour or two nap here and there.
the issue for me is there's always stuff to do or things to get done that would just be better or easier on stims lol. and i dont *really* feel any possible side effects besides a deep sense of unease or malaise when coming down. still running out of my script too early.
have you made peace with your bingeing? are you worried about neurotoxicity? what do you binge for and what does your ideal binge looklike?