Chose expensive solo apartment over cheap house with friends just so I could goon freely (parents paying rent, lied to them)
We've been friends for 3-4 years and were finally about to move in together — cheap shared house, way closer to work, saving money on rent and travel. It made total sense.
But I’m so addicted to gooning that I couldn’t do it. I need long, getting filthy and jerking online with complete privacy, hours where I can edge and lose myself completely. Living with even one roommate was already torture. The idea of three other guys in the house? No way I’d get the privacy to stroke for as long and as nasty as I crave.
So I lied my ass off.
I told my friends my parents wouldn’t allow it and that I “need to learn to live on my own.”. Saying they already found an apartment for me to stay. Then I told my parents there were no good options nearby and staying with the guys would be too complicated.Now I’m happily paying 2.5x the rent for my own apartment, all on my parents’ money, just so I can lock the door, get naked, and goon for hours whenever I want.It’s so fucking hot knowing I chose my addiction over everything practical… and I don’t even feel bad about it..