feeling conflicted about my usage
pregab finally makes me feel like a normal human... pregab and adderall make me feel limitless
I’ll preface this my saying I know how much of a slippery slope it is to self medicate.
I take numerous days off between pregab uses and weeks off between the combo, but it sucks that these drugs are the only things that break through my anxiety and depression.
I go from ideating my demise to feeling like the guy from those limitless edits (ifykyk lol)
I have cycled through so many treatments, therapies and medications but these are the only ones that seem to work.. I’m afraid to approach my doc about it and come across as a “drug seeker” tho as I’ve been using outside of medical supervision :/
any advice would be greatly appreciated