u/raggedy_ana

For the sake of my tolerance at the very least, but wallet and health and sanity too.

Like when you've been going for a while and having a blast but for some explainable reason you're starting to just not quite feel as good as you should and can't figure it out for the life of you. Well, if you're me, it might just be because you've managed to forget you're a smoker and somehow 6 hours have passed without you having a single cig due to getting sucked into a million other things lol

Last month or two I had been binging hard on mostly coke with a couple days of methylphenidate in the middle. But I finally got to the point last week when drugs were barely doing shit anymore, so put myself on the reliable “nothing but sleep + eat” protocol.

My body isn’t totally wore out anymore and mentally I’m able to enjoy stuff just fine now, but damn am I still feeling sleepy/tired AND SHAKEY. Like, it’s not messing with me too much but is definitely visibly obvious and annoying.

Any ideas as to why I’d be shakey now?

Man, got a real nice batch today and oh how I’ve missed that since I had to move away to a less ideal location. Ain’t going too hard tonight as I’m planning to save most of it for a show I’m going to tomorrow. Been years since I’ve had some for a proper night out. For tonight I’m just enjoying some jams at home, getting some cleaning done, and chatting away online.