u/reoccuringperson_vv2

Hi, just wanted to share something that’s been on my mind for a while.

I’m an architecture student, so normal na sa amin yung overnights—especially for group plates and paggawa ng miniatures. One time, I got grouped with this classmate. She’s older than us since second degree na niya ‘to. Single mom, really pretty, and may katawan talaga. From the start, I won’t lie—she already caught my attention. I’m an incoming 4th year now, and naging blockmate ko na siya since freshman year, so I thought I already knew her. Pero during that grouping, doon ko lang nalaman na she’s no longer with her partner and she’s raising her child alone. That changed how I saw her a bit… parang mas naging intense yung presence niya for me. Then came one of those urgent nights.

Nagka-problem yung miniature namin, and we had to fix it ASAP or we’d fall behind. Biglaan, so instead of going home to change, we just bought clothes sa thrift store nearby. That night, she ended up wearing a sando that really showed her figure. And dun na talaga nag-start. Pagod na kami, puyat, focused dapat sa ginagawa—but I couldn’t help it. As someone who’s into older women, that situation really got to me. I kept stealing glances habang gumagawa kami. She didn’t even seem bothered… hindi rin siya nagtatakip. In my head, I kept wondering if she noticed me, or if she was just comfortable. May moments pa na nagkakatitigan kami. Not too long, not too obvious—but enough to make me overthink. Enough to make the air feel a little different. Nothing really happened between us that night. Kailangan naming tapusin yung miniature, and I didn’t want to make things awkward. I kept everything to myself, kahit ang daming pumapasok sa isip ko. I told myself I wouldn’t make a move—unless she did first.

Pero hanggang ngayon, I still remember how that night felt. The tension, the small glances, the “what ifs.” And sometimes, napapaisip pa rin ako… may meaning ba yung mga yun, or ako lang yun?