Can't eat my own cum after a regular orgasm for years – only works with ruined orgasm + dildo in my ass. Any ideas?

I've been trying for years to eat my own cum the "normal" way (after a full orgasm) and I just can't do it.

What actually works for me: ruining the orgasm, immediately tasting it, then shoving a dildo in my ass so the cum leaks out and I can lick it without a real orgasm.

My regular orgasms are way too intense. The second I finish I can't even imagine putting it in my mouth.

Any tips on how to get over the disgust after a full orgasm, or other ways to force myself to eat it?

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u/sissy_din β€” 1 day ago